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With Malice
Rachel Lee
Two seemingly unrelated murders put Tampa homicide detective Karen Sweeney in the crosshairs…Both victims were women–but what could connect an elderly nanny and a young exotic dancer? As Karen discovers, the answer is Senator Grant Lawrence, presidential contender…and a man with secrets.As she is drawn deeper into a world of lies and hidden motives, the one person Karen is half ready to trust is the senator himself, a man torn by grief and guilt, trying to protect his children. Could he have committed such crimes?And if not, then someone is trying to ruin him, and everyone around him is at risk–his children…and even Karen herself.


Detective Karen Sweeney recognized him the minute he climbed out of the cab in front of the crime scene.
Senator Grant Lawrence was sometimes referred to by the media as the next John Kennedy, and Lawrence really did have that magic. Karen, a lifelong Republican, somehow always found herself voting for Grant Lawrence, Democrat. He made sense.
She liked his attitude. And it didn’t hurt that he could give a younger Robert Redford a run for his money.
And that bundle of talent, looks and potentially huge problems was walking her way right now, being passed through the police cordon as if he were king. Nobody even asked him to wait.
This was Lawrence turf, even for the cops.

With Malice
Rachel Lee

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WITH MALICE

Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Epilogue

Prologue
Abigail Reese was dreaming of passionate sex. She was not the woman in her dream, however. The woman in her dream was someone else, someone she knew, but whose face she could not quite place. The woman grunted and moaned, making sounds of mock resistance, her body bucking on something hard.
Then the dream shifted, in the way of dreams, and it was no longer passionate sex. It was no longer sex at all, and the woman was struggling, kicking, crying out in a weak, strangled voice. Abigail was paralyzed in her dream, unable to help the woman, nor even to open her eyes to see her face. The woman’s struggles grew more frantic and less controlled, panic and terror in the face of imminent death. Somehow gasping in a ragged breath, the woman’s voice screamed out her name.
“Abby!”
Abigail shuddered awake. For a moment she fought her body’s urge to drift back to sleep, knowing the nightmare would return. Her thin cotton nightgown clung to her damp skin like a shroud. She threw the covers off as the woman tried to call her name again.
“Ab—”
The sound died away in a gurgle.
It was not a dream.
Had she been fully awake, Abigail might have done the smart thing. She would have remembered that the children were with their father this weekend, locked her door and dialed 9-1-1. But in the manner of a woman who had cared for children for sixty of her seventy-five years, her first thoughts were not for self-protection. Adrenaline surged into her system, and she bolted out of bed with a fluid strength that would have surprised someone who looked upon her wiry, slightly bowed frame.
The horrible sounds continued, not at all passion but stark terror, and she grabbed for the first thing she could find, a heavy glass ashtray, the last remnant of a long-dead habit, before opening the door and moving toward the screams that were growing fainter by the moment.
Bile rose in her throat as she came to the bottom of the stairs and rounded the corner into the living room. The sounds from the woman reached a new if almost silent intensity, the nylon stocking—nearly invisible in the flesh of her neck—choking off all sound. But her eyes…
Abigail had seen a lot in her three score and fifteen years of life. She had watched a young boy scream as the doctors tried to reset the shattered bones in his lower leg, ending his dreams of college football. She had seen the boy grow into a man and the pallor in his face as he asked her whether he should propose to the woman he loved. She had watched him nearly faint at the news that his new wife was pregnant, and beam at the birth of their first child. She had watched his face, his entire countenance, sink like a gutted ship when he heard that his wife had been killed. She had seen children quiver in fear of punishment, in fear of shots, in fear of first haircuts. But she had never seen eyes like this.
They bulged from the sockets, blotched with red from burst capillaries, and they were looking into the face of eternity. The bloodied lips beneath them mouthed a word: “Abby.”
It was only then that Abigail noticed that the woman was naked, her shredded nightgown protruding from beneath her back, apparently wrapped around her wrists. Her legs, though free, made only futile kicks, easily resisted by the man who was bent over her breast. With an ugly, wet, ripping sound, his face rose from her chest. He spat, and a chunk of flesh landed on the woman’s face. Then he seemed to see through her eyes and turn to Abigail.
His was the face of a monster, smeared with the woman’s blood, white teeth and eyes glistening in a red mask of rage and fury.
Abigail’s nostrils flared with the fight or flight response. She should have flown. Instead she charged him, the ashtray raised high in her hand, the lioness protecting her pride. She closed the distance between them in four steps, swinging the ashtray down at his head with all her still considerable strength. But she was an old lioness, and her reflexes were not those of the younger woman who had snatched children from the throes of danger for decade upon decade.
He turned and caught the blow on his shoulder, grunting in pain, and then his arm flashed up. It was only then, in that last instant, that she saw the gleaming blade in his gloved hand, in the last instant before it plunged into her throat and savagely ripped across.
For a moment she thought he had missed, for there was no pain. But then she saw the pulsing explosion of red splash over his face, and in the fast-dimming light she realized it was her own blood.
She dimly heard a voice. “I’ll get him, too!”
Abigail Reese was once again dreaming, running through a tunnel, trying to escape the gurgling, wet sound that propelled her. The light at the tunnel seemed to dim, then exploded into brightness and swallowed her.

1
Senator Grant Lawrence grunted in disgust as he paged through the proposed amendments to Senate Resolution Fifty-Two. Whenever he thought about the bill he’d sponsored, he forced himself to think: clams have lips.
That reminded him of the first time he’d snorkeled in the Florida Keys, as a teenager, and had seen the beautiful coral through water so crystal-clear that he’d felt he could see forever. On that bright April day, during Easter vacation, he’d been gliding through the water when he’d seen a squiggly, bright red line in the sand beneath him. He’d reached down toward it, and the line had split down the middle, the clam opening its shell to test the disturbances around it. Apparently deciding his finger was not appetizing, it had closed its shell again, leaving only that squiggly, bright red line.
Clams have lips. And, Grant had decided, they wore lipstick.
He forced himself to remember that day because he could not repeat it. The water of the upper Keys was now cloudy and thick with sea grass, choking out the coral, hiding or chasing away the clams. The grass was the product of nitrogen in the water, the runoff from fertilizers used by sugar growers in the Everglades. The problem was not limited to his native state, of course. All along the eastern seaboard and Gulf Coast, nitrogen-laden runoff was feeding sea grasses that had replaced the native underwater flora and displaced fisheries.
S.R. 52 was an attempt—a feeble attempt, his critics said—to slow the damage. It wasn’t perfect, but it was based on the best scientific evidence and advice his staff could assemble. And it would be reasonably cost-effective to implement. Many of his colleagues in the Senate agreed, and his staff had negotiated with, cajoled and arm-twisted enough of the others that the bill seemed likely to pass.
Thus, he was not surprised by the pork amendments that had grown like barnacles on the hull of an ocean liner. Most were only vaguely related to the bill itself but would instead funnel some money into authors’ home states. Some of them were amendments he’d pledged to support, bartered in order to secure a colleague’s vote on the primary bill. However distasteful it might seem, it was the way of politics, and he accepted it as a necessary and sometimes beneficial fact of life.
Others were not so benign.
Amendment Nineteen, for example, would strike the paragraph that authorized additional funds to the EPA to monitor and enforce S.R. 52. Creating unenforceable law was an old political trick. The idea was to allow law-makers to pad campaign literature about how they’d voted on popular issues without sacrificing campaign contributors whose interests ran the other way. To the voters: I voted to protect your environment. To the contributors: But I knew this bill wouldn’t upset your apple carts.
And he knew who was behind that amendment. Randall Youngblood, head of the cane growers’ association, now lobbying for a loose coalition of agriculture associations nationwide. Randall Youngblood, old friend, now nemesis.
Clams have lips. Grant used that image to maintain his focus as he waded through the swamp of cynical motives and opaque language. He scrawled NO!!! through the text of A.19, then tossed the folder aside. He would slog through the rest of it later.
He took another minute to flip through the news digest, circulated to members of Congress by e-mail. Compiled daily from wire services and newspapers from around the world, it offered a quick précis of the day’s events. A humanitarian relief convoy had been ambushed by guerillas in Colombia, the second such ambush in a week. Two Americans were among the thirty-one casualties.
Grant scanned the rest of his e-mail. The only one that mattered was the notice of a meeting of the Central and South American Affairs Subcommittee of the Senate Armed Services Committee. The meeting was set for 10:00 a.m. He had no doubt that the situation in Colombia would be first on the agenda. He logged off and shut down. Colombia would have to wait. It was two in the morning, and he’d promised to take his daughters to breakfast.
While he loved having the girls in D.C. with him when they were off from school, they did make for longer days. Still, burning the midnight oil was a small price to pay for the time he had with them. He switched off the desk lamp and took a few moments in the comfortable darkness to massage the hair at his temples.
At least in the darkness he didn’t have to notice that his formerly raven black hair was turning gunmetal gray. His advisors had turned to an image consultant, who had pronounced it “statesmanlike” and “dignified.” Grant thought it simply made him look old. But within a week the advisors had tromped in with focus group research. His daily jog, trips to the Senate gym and a healthful diet had kept him trim and lean. The focus group felt that the gray streaks softened his otherwise chiseled, youthful face. “The energy of youth, tempered with the wisdom of experience,” one woman had said.
That sounded much grander than he felt about himself. He’d spent the day in the company of the energy of youth, chasing his girls around the Smithsonian. They had speed-walked him into the ground, giggling when he’d begged them to “slow down for the old man.” Energy of youth? Not.
Letting out a sigh, he rose from his chair just as the phone rang. It was his private line, and the caller ID display flashed the name.
“What’s up, Jerry?”
Jerry Connally’s voice was thick with tension. “Grant…shit, I don’t even know how to say this. It’s Abby. She’s…dead.”
“Oh no.” Grant felt the bottom fall out of his stomach and sagged back into his chair. “Oh no.”
“She was…murdered.”
Abby? Murdered? Shock froze him, caught him in an endless instant of incomprehension and disbelief. He had known the day would come when her body failed her, but this…this was beyond imagination. “Oh God. Oh God. This isn’t…it couldn’t have…”
Jerry’s voice softened. “I’m sorry, Grant. I am so, so sorry.”
Abby had been his nanny, raising him practically single-handedly while his parents had rubbed shoulders with the wealthy and powerful. It was Abby who’d taught him the difference between glitter and gold, that the wealthy were not always worthy of the privilege they enjoyed. And when his wife had died, it was Abby who’d stepped in to raise his girls. It was simply not possible that she was gone.
He had to lean forward, to put his head between his knees as he clung to the phone. The world around him swirled, and there was a faint buzzing in his ears. “Where? How?”
“She was here at home, Grant. Stabbed.”
No. It was not possible. His mind rebelled, even as the words came out on autopilot. “A burglary?”
“I don’t know,” Jerry said. “It gets worse.”
“Worse?” Grant asked. He gripped the phone so tight that his fingers ached, but that pain was a distant thing, barely scratching the surface of his horror.
Jerry paused for a moment. “They killed Stacy, too. It was…it was really ugly.”
The room spun in the darkness, shadowy images swirling, closing in on him. Grant reached out, turned on his desk lamp to hold them at bay. He had to lift his head to do it, and the room spun a little once again. The light seemed to pierce his eyes. “What was Stacy doing there?”
“Don’t worry about it. I…took care of it.”
“What? How?” He wouldn’t have thought his horror could have grown any deeper, but it did.
Jerry’s voice grew chilly. “Senator, you don’t want to know.”

Karen Sweeney looked at the body in the alley again, then looked away. “God, what a mess.”
Corporal Terry Ewing nodded in agreement, his face ashen. “Someone was really pissed at this woman.”
“Looks that way,” Karen said. She tore her focus from the horror in front of her and found a procedural routine. “Okay, Corporal, start logging the scene. ID anyone who’s been in this alley, starting with whoever found the body. Seal the scene. Nobody comes in except the M.E.”
“Should I call for the P.I.O.?” he asked.
She shrugged. “You can try, but he’s already up to his ears in College Hill.”
It would be better if the public information officer handled the press. But that wasn’t going to happen here tonight, not with a black woman and her two children gunned down in a drive-by. The College Hill project had convulsed under escalating street gang violence, the ironic and tragic aftermath of a major drug bust that had left the formerly dominant Dark Angels decimated and leaderless. Three other gangs had flooded into the void, warring over control of the lucrative turf, where ecstasy, crystal meth, crank and smack flowed like deadly, golden water in neighborhoods where hope was dim and life was cheap. The P.I.O. would be there, trying to sound cool and authoritative as he dispensed what little meaning could be found in such mayhem. Detective Karen Sweeney was on her own.
She sighed and looked at the patrolman. “Who’s your backup, and where is he?”
He nodded toward the end of the alley. “Patrolman Stan Barnes. Fresh out of the academy and he walked into this. He’s in the car.” Ewing pointed at a pale yellow puddle splashed down a wall opposite the body. “He lost it.”
Karen looked at the stain on Ewing’s cuff and realized he’d been standing with the other cop when it happened. Unlike the horror that had been visited upon the woman at her feet, Karen could see that scene clearly. Ewing standing there, patting the young cop’s shoulder, offering whatever supportive words there were, while the man lost both his dinner and his pride. “Tell him it’s okay. It happens to most of us the first time or two.”
“I did,” Ewing said simply.
Karen nodded. “Okay. You’re logging. Tell…Barnes, is it? Tell Barnes we’ll use his cruiser as a command post until downtown gets us a crime scene van. I’ll be out to brief the press when I know something. In the meantime, all he knows is that we’ve found the body of a young, white female, and the investigation is ongoing.”
“The usual spiel,” Ewing said. “It’ll give him something to do. Good idea, Detective.”
“Thanks.” He nodded, jotted her name and badge number on a clipboard, and strode to the end of the alley.
Karen unslung the bag on her shoulder and set it atop the lid of a crusty Rubbermaid trash can a few yards down from the body. She pulled out a dozen of what looked like dinner place cards and numbered each with a black magic marker. She then stooped and put the card numbered “1” on the yellow stain and spoke into a microcassette recorder.
“Item one, yellow-brown stain at base of north wall, opposite victim, vomit of Patrolman Stan Barnes.”
She continued in a slow, methodical pattern, first working her way to the end of the alley along the north edge, marking and noting an oil stain, two sodden and faded cigarette butts, and a half-dozen other bits of debris, all of them probably meaningless. Once at the head of the alley, she pulled out a fat yellow piece of chalk, drew an arrow pointing back into the alley and crouch-walked her way back to her evidence bag, dragging the chalk on the concrete in a wavy, sometimes broken, but clearly visible line. This demarked the “safe” path into the alley, so the medical examiner and any other officers who responded could get to the body without disturbing evidence.
With that first task completed, she had banished the horror from her mind, at least temporarily. Now she could turn her attention to the body and its immediate environs with cool, professional detachment. She lifted the recorder to her lips as her eyes swept the scene.
“Victim is a white female, apparently early-to mid-twenties. Bruising and diffuse ligature marks on wrists indicate that the hands were bound at some point, although no matching material is immediately visible at the scene. Nylon stocking tied around the victim’s neck, along with pitecchia in the eyes and teeth indicate strangulation as the probable cause of death. Missing tissue on breasts, lower abdomen and upper thighs, with torn edges. Probably bitten away. Extensive bloodstains on skin and partial clotting indicate this was probably pre-mortem.”
Forcing herself to take a mental step backward, she took in the overall impression of the victim. No prostitute, she decided. This woman looked too well-conditioned for that, and in no way blowsy. That helped, because it was likely she would be reported missing before too long.
She turned away again as humanity pushed aside objectivity, took a slow, deep breath, and forced herself to continue. She looked again, clinically. Something was wrong. “Lividity is noticeably uneven, greater on the left shoulder, arm, hip, outer thigh and calf, although victim was found on her back. Victim may have been…”
Switching off the recorder, she called to the end of the alley. “Ewing. C’mere a minute.”
The patrolman approached along the path she had marked. “What’s up, Detective?”
“I think the body was moved. Have Barnes clear the street around the end of the alley and photograph any tire tracks. Make sure he shoots my car, yours and his for negative comparison.” She looked up at the overcast sky. The Florida air was thick with humidity. “And tell him to hurry it up. It looks like it’s going to rain soon.”
Ewing nodded. “Yes, ma’am.”
Karen then returned to her bag, tore off a long strip of waxy paper towel and laid it over the left side of the body, weighting it at each end with spare boxes of film. She carefully pulled the paper back a bit and studied the ruddy skin of the woman’s left hip and shoulder. The dimples were faint but visible, fading down the arm and thigh. Atop the woman’s thighs, Karen saw faint blood smears that mirrored those on her abdomen. She switched the recorder on.
“Remind the M.E. to check for carpet fibers. Victim was probably transported to the scene in a fetal position, on her left side. Probably in the trunk of a car.”
Two hours later, Karen watched as the M.E. techs zipped up the black vinyl body bag and hefted it onto a stretcher. The crime scene techs had arrived a half hour ago, and she had long since determined that the homeless woman who’d stumbled over the body was too disconnected from reality to offer any useful information. There was little left for her to do, and she walked back to her Jeep Wrangler, took a long swig from a lukewarm bottle of water, and began to scan Ewing’s and Barnes’ initial reports for anything they might have caught that she had missed.
She was still reading when her cell phone rang. It was the familiar voice of Sergeant Laura Aranchez, the overnight dispatcher for robbery-homicide.
“You’re going to hate me, Karen.”
“Don’t even go there, Aranchez.”
Karen heard the sigh and knew what was coming before the woman spoke.
“Afraid so, Detective. Black female, Tampa Palms.” Aranchez read off the address.
Karen fought down the anger. Yes, College Hill was important, but so was the single white female, mid-to late-twenties, whose mutilated body lay ten yards away in an alley. “I’m still working this scene, Aranchez. Can’t they free up someone from the gang-banger?”
“The lieutenant says you’re it,” Aranchez answered. “And he wants you there an hour ago.” There was a pause. “That address is Senator Lawrence’s house.”
Well, shit, Karen thought. That explains a lot. “I’m on my way.”
It was going to be a long night.

Karen surveyed the bustle of activity with more than a bit of disgust. It had taken her ten minutes to reach the Tampa Palms address, and the crime scene techs were already unloading their van as she pulled in. Death might be the great equalizer, but the rank of the living still held sway in the passage of the dead.
A middle-aged man in blue suit pants and a white dress shirt intercepted her on the way to the door and extended his hand. “Jerry Connally,” he said, as if the name ought to mean something.
She shook his hand briefly and stepped aside. “Detective Sweeney, TPD. If you’ll excuse me.”
He didn’t step into her path, didn’t move at all, yet his posture said I’m not finished with you yet. She met his eyes. “What is it you need, Mr. Connally?”
“I’m special counsel to Senator Lawrence.” He nodded over his shoulder. “You’re aware this is his home.”
Oh God, she thought. So it’s starting already.
“Yes, I am. It’s also a crime scene, and I’m the lead detective. And I’ve just been yanked off another homicide scene because they wanted me here in a hurry. So again, if you’ll excuse me…”
He moved aside, as if to give her entry, but his posture was such that she paused and looked at him again. He reminded her somehow of a broody hen protecting a chick. It was as if he wanted to tower over her, tower over everyone and everything to protect his charge. She wondered if Senator Lawrence liked that…or if he was even aware of it. But something clicked in her mind, making a note she was hardly aware of.
Then she dismissed him with a glance and brushed past him into the foyer.
These were the houses of the rich, out here, and space was generous. The foyer was large, tiled in green marble that framed the sweeping rise of a staircase. The activity she was interested in, however, was in a room off to the right. She could see the criminalists poring over the scene like a hive of ants with a fresh kill. The kill lay on the floor, covered by a sheet. Arterial spray across one wall and the sofa, along with the huge puddle on the floor around the covered corpse, told a great deal of the story.
The room itself was very much not Florida. It might have been taken from the home of British nobility of the eighteenth or nineteenth century, except that it was dominated by cream and ecru. Cream everywhere. And blood. As least half the blood that filled an average human body. Red on cream. Screaming.
With the criminalists all over everything, there wasn’t much she could do except ask to see the body and find out what they knew so far. She raised an eyebrow in the direction of Millie Freidman, the lead technician on the scene. Millie nodded, spoke a few words to one of her team members, and came over to her, taking care to stay within the taped-out pathway.
“What have we got?” Karen asked.
“Ugly. Very ugly. The senator’s seventy-five-year-old nanny had her throat slashed.”
Karen winced. Violence against the elderly always seemed so inexcusable. How much more harmless could a human being be?
“Yeah,” said Millie, reacting to Karen’s expression.
“Robbery?”
“It doesn’t look like anything else was disturbed. I have some people checking the rest of the house, though.”
“Any other wounds on the body?”
“None that I can find.”
Karen nodded, feeling like a fifth wheel. “Who found the body?”
Millie showed her teeth in an unpleasant smile. “The senator’s watchdog.”
“Connally?”
“You got it.”
Karen glanced at her watch. “This early in the morning?” She hated the very idea, but it appeared she was going to have to go talk to Jerry Connally.
One of the many reasons she was getting bone weary of this damn job.

He was careful not to show it, but Jerry Connally was as nervous as he’d ever been in his life. He was a man totally in control of himself and most of the world around him, but at this moment he felt his control might be slipping.
In law school he’d taken an advanced prosecution clinic. The professor had told him something he’d never forgotten. Criminals don’t get caught because cops are brilliant. Criminals get caught because they’re stupid. For every one thing they think of, the professor had said, they forget five others. And those five others bury them.
Jerry had tried to think of as many things as he could in moving Stacy’s body. And he thought of himself as a smart guy. But that only meant that for every one thing he’d thought of, he’d probably forgotten two or three or four others.
The bottom line, though, was that Grant Lawrence was worth the risk. And if Jerry’s neck ended up in the noose to save Grant’s…that was just how things would have to be. Grant deserved no less.
He waited in the foyer for a few moments, glancing in the large, ornate mirror near the door to make sure he looked like himself and not like some criminal with something to hide.
His open, Irish face looked back at him, unnaturally somber but otherwise normal. A little edginess, he assured himself, was okay under the circumstances. After all, he’d discovered a brutal murder. So it didn’t matter that his tie was loose or his remaining hair disheveled. It fit the moment.
Then, shoving his hands in his pockets to still their sudden inclination to fidget, he stepped back outside. He didn’t want to hear what the crime scene people were telling that detective. What was her name? Swanson, Swenson, something. Sweeney, that was it. Someone he had a feeling he wasn’t going to be able to control all that easily. He might have to do something about that.
Just then she appeared at his side. Damn, he hadn’t been paying attention. He offered a smile.
“What can I do for you, Detective?”
She regarded him with gray eyes that seemed devoid of any color whatever, save for the tiniest slivers of green around the pupils. Predatory eyes.
“I understand you found the body?”
He nodded.
“It’s, what, 3:00 a.m.? What were you doing here?”
This part was easy. It was the truth. “The senator left a message for me last evening. I was out with my wife at the time. He needed some papers faxed up to his office, for a bill that’s pending. We got home around 1:00 a.m. I got the message and came right over.”
“Couldn’t it have waited till morning?” she asked.
“Yes. It could have. But I was planning to take my kids fishing today. I wanted to wrap it up tonight so I’d have the day to myself.” He sighed. “Best laid plans.”
The woman seemed to look right through him. “I’m sure Abigail Reese didn’t plan on getting killed, either.”
It was at best a sarcastic remark, and he could have argued the point. But for the moment, at least, she held the power. Better to let that lie, wait for her to realize she’d stepped out of line, and be ready to take advantage when she apologized.
“Point taken, Detective.”
But she didn’t apologize. She didn’t even seem to care that she might have crossed a line. Dangerous woman. She continued looking right through him and asked, “Weren’t you afraid that coming into the house this late at night would wake the nanny?”
He shook his head, fists clenching inside his pockets. “Abby didn’t have the best hearing. She wasn’t stone deaf or anything, but I’ve come and gone before while she was sleeping.”
“And you have a key, and you know the alarm code.”
“Yes, exactly for purposes like this. The senator has an office at the back of the house.”
She didn’t say anything but simply turned to look at the brass dead bolt. Damn! He hadn’t thought of that. There was no evidence of tampering. Shit!
She turned to him again. “Was the alarm on when you got here?”
He thought rapidly, then decided the truth was best on this one. “No.”
“Did you find that odd?”
“Not necessarily. Abby sometimes forgets about it.” That, too, was true. Grant had complained about it once, because he was concerned that she forgot it when his children were home.
“And you know that how?”
“Because the senator complained to me about it once.”
She nodded, for the moment giving him the feeling she was accepting his explanations. “How did you enter?”
“Through the front door. As I always do.”
“And then?”
“I turned on the foyer lights and headed back toward the office. But as I was passing the living room—” He broke off, and this time he wasn’t pretending anything. His throat tightened, and his face stiffened with the memory. “I…smelled it.”
She nodded again. She knew what he meant, apparently. “Then?”
“I turned on the lights, and…my God…” He couldn’t continue. He honestly couldn’t continue as he recalled those first few minutes when he had stared into an abattoir and tried to make sense of what he was seeing. It had been so alien to his experience that for a while the images wouldn’t even resolve into anything recognizable. And then…
He turned sharply away from the detective, forcing himself to draw steadying breaths, not wanting her or anyone else to see him break down. The ugliness. The horror. There were no words.
“Mr. Connally,” said the woman behind him, “how long was it before you called us?”

2
Grant watched the water drip from his face into the sink. The bitter taste was still strong in his mouth, despite two rinses of mouthwash. The face he saw in the mirror had neither the energy of youth nor the wisdom of age. It was pale, drawn, eyes red-rimmed.
He drew a deep breath. He had to do something.
What would he tell the girls? They’d called Abby last night, before bed, just to say hi, they’d said. He couldn’t remember a night when they’d been away from Abby and hadn’t called her. It was as much a part of their bedtime ritual as hugs and brushing their teeth and him tucking them in. What would he tell them?
He had to get back to Tampa. That much was certain. Call his parents. That was the next step. Tell them what had happened and ask them to take the girls. One thing at a time, he told himself. One thing at a time.
His father’s voice was thick with sleep.
“Dad,” he began, and stopped. Saying that one word broke the last wall of reserve. Sobs tore from his chest.
“Son? What’s wrong?”
“Abby…Abby.”
His father knew. His father had always known. “Oh, son. Oh.”
In the background, Grant heard his mother stirring, asking what was wrong. “Dad, can I bring the girls home?”
The answer was immediate and reassuring. “Come home, son. Bring the girls. Your mother and I will start getting ready now.”
“I loved her,” Grant said, his voice breaking.
“We all did, Grant. Bring the girls. We’ll be ready.”

Jerry Connally shook his head. “I honestly don’t know, Detective. I mean, I know it’s the wrong thing to do, but I looked through the house first, to see if he— I’m guessing he’s a man—was still here. I could tell she was dead, but I checked anyway.”
“Before or after you checked the house?” Karen asked.
“I think before. I’m not sure.” He paused. “It’s funny. I’ve seen in a hundred TV shows where someone finds a dead body and panics and does something stupid. I always thought it was a bad plot device. And I guess I went and did the same damn thing.”
“So you approached the body?”
“Yes. I tried to find a pulse.” He looked down at his hand and shuddered. He met her eyes. “You check the pulse in the neck. That’s where it’s strongest. Easiest to find. I…”
Karen watched his ashen features. It wasn’t hard to see what had happened. Looking at a horrific wound was bad enough. Touching it would turn even the strongest of stomachs. She merely nodded and let him talk.
He seemed to study the floor for a moment. “I guess I checked her and then the house. Those footprints would be mine. Some of them, anyway. Maybe some of his, too. I just don’t know, Detective. I wish I did.”
He was a man transformed, Karen thought. Either he was a hell of an actor or the scene really had horrified him. Neither would prove his guilt or innocence. But the emotions rang true.
“You checked the house and then called?”
She saw the pause flicker over his face. Something he was keeping back. Something he wasn’t sure he wanted to say. “I think I tried to call Senator Lawrence first. I don’t know what time that was, but my cell phone records would show it.”
“You called the senator before you called us?”
He threw up a hand, a gust of breath escaping him. Even to Karen’s alert gaze, there was no question that this was a man in distress.
“I may have. Detective, I’m not real clear on the order of events. I remember hardly being able to comprehend what I saw. I remember checking the house. I remember checking Abby to see if she was still alive. And when I knew she was dead… All I could think of was Grant and his children. They love that woman. They’ve loved her all their lives. And when I knew she was dead…well, it’s possible I thought of telling him first.”
His gaze suddenly fixed on her, intense with emotion. “What difference does it make, Detective? The woman was dead. Abby was dead.”
Karen refused to give him even a moment to collect himself. Instead she pressed him. “It made a difference in how fresh the crime scene was. We might have found the killer in the vicinity.”
He shook his head, his eyes growing hollow. “Like I was even thinking of that. A woman I’d known for years was dead, brutally killed. And people I love were going to be torn up by it. Do you think I was even thinking about what you might need?”
Then he turned and walked away, making it clear he was done with her.
Karen paused, thinking, then decided to let him go. There were questions yet to be asked, but something about Jerry Connally… Some instinct told her he wasn’t the killer. She pushed away the niggle at the back of her brain that insisted Connally was withholding something and went back into the house. Unlike many cops, she had never believed that the most obvious suspect was the likeliest one in a case like this. She wasn’t going to allow herself to get misled. She would find the killer, but she wasn’t going to close off any avenues by making assumptions.
Karen found Millie dusting a heavy glass ashtray. Millie glanced up. “From the floor by her feet. Looks to have prints. Probably the vic’s.” She turned it over. “There’s a bloody smear on the bottom, but that’s from the carpet fibers.”
“So okay,” Karen said. “She’s in her nightgown and a bathrobe. The ashtray doesn’t have bloody fingerprints. Only smears from the carpet. Sounds to me like she’s asleep or falling asleep, hears something, grabs an ashtray from her bedroom, comes down and surprises the killer.”
Millie nodded, her trained eyes sweeping the room. “That would fit, yeah.”
“So what was the killer doing when she came downstairs? Burglary? So far as Connally can tell, nothing’s missing.” Karen nodded toward a lacquered end table where a sectional serving dish held jelly beans and other candies. “That’s silver. There’s other stuff right here. Even if the perp panics after he kills her, why not grab stuff that’s right here in the room?”
“I’m a criminalist, Karen.” Millie shrugged. “Not a profiler. Don’t ask me to explain how criminals think. I just look at what they leave behind.”
“Your people photographed the spatter patterns?”
Millie nodded. “And logged the footprints and all the rest.”
Karen checked her watch. It was nearly five-thirty. “I’m going to go canvas the neighbors. Maybe somebody saw something.” She shook her head. “This case is going to suck.”
Millie smiled sadly. “They all do, Karen. They all do.”
Out on the street, though it was still dark and most people ought to be in their beds sound asleep, a crowd had begun to gather. It wasn’t a big crowd; after all, this was an upscale neighborhood where gawking at misfortune was probably a solecism.
But the ghouls had gathered nonetheless, a handful. All looking as if they had climbed out of their beds and dressed in a rush. Probably the nearest neighbors, and most likely concerned that their own families might be in danger. That was the rational explanation.
But something else stirred inside her, the memory of a Ray Bradbury short story, The Crowd. In the story, the same group of gawkers had appeared at every fatal traffic accident. And in the pre-dawn stillness, Karen could almost see that story taking place. The faces before her, concerned and questioning and peering as if to look through the darkness and the crime scene tape and even the walls of the Lawrence home, could have been the same faces she’d seen around dozens of homicide investigations before. The face of society’s collective guilt and shame and morbid fascination with the depths of evil.
She’d seen too many of these crowds. Crowds around a house where a drunken husband had finally beaten his wife into eternal silence. Crowds around a playground where a drug deal gone sour had ended in gunfire. Crowds around a bar where fists and bottles had flown in the wake of angry words. Always the crowds. Always the same faces. Always the same questions.
Karen shook her head to clear her thoughts. It was late and she was tired. This was no time to let herself get spooked. These weren’t phantasms. They were just people. Curious, worried people.
Sliding her hands into the pockets of her slacks, she ambled in their direction. The houses here were on large lots that were carefully landscaped to provide the illusion that the residents were alone in the universe. These people might or might not have been friends and acquaintances before, but right now they were drawn together by a tragedy.
“Hi,” she said as she reached them. They had gathered by the tape barricade, politely out of the way. “I’m Detective Sweeney.”
“What happened?” one of them asked her, a man who was probably in his midforties, with the well-coiffed, well-built look that came from a combination of money and the time to spend with a personal trainer.
“Who are you?” she asked him.
“Wes Marlin. I live across the street. And I want to know what happened.”
“I’m sure you do.” Karen gave him a polite smile and pulled out her pad and pen, scrawling his name. “Phone number?”
“Why? I didn’t see or hear anything. I’m just worried. I have a wife and kids, you know.”
“Yes, of course. I can get your phone number, you know.”
So he gave it to her, along with his address. Then she turned to the others. “Did anyone hear or see anything at all?”
Most of the heads shook negatively, almost in unison, as if the crowd had become one entity. Muted calls of “What happened?” rippled out, indistinguishable one from the next.
Then another man spoke. “I heard a car,” he said.
Immediately Karen’s gaze snapped to him. “Your name?”
“Art Wallace. I live next door.” He pointed over his shoulder to the right. “The Lawrences are like family to me. We’ve been friends for ten years, at least. Our kids play together. So could you please just tell me if Abby is okay?”
“Abby?”
“The nanny. Oh, hell, she’s not a nanny anymore, she’s part of the family. Grant took the girls to D.C. with him, so she’s the only one home. Is she all right?”
He was a good-looking man in his midforties, a little thin in the hair, and wearing an expensive pair of glasses, but he had the kindest face among all the plastic faces around him. “Do you know Abby well?”
“Of course! Like I said, she’s part of the family.”
“When did you hear a car?”
“Hell, I’m not really sure. I was asleep and woke up a bit. It had one of those noisy mufflers that some people like so much. I remember thinking that if the driver lived around here, I was going to have some words with him. Then I fell back to sleep until I heard all the commotion out here. What about Abby?”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Wallace.”
He looked at her; then his face seemed to crumble. “Oh, God,” he said, his vice tight. He turned away and walked off into the darkness.
Karen let him go for now. She looked at the others. “Did any of you hear a noisy muffler?”
She was answered by more shakes of the head. She could see the crowd wasn’t really attending her anymore, though. They were—it was—thinking about the fact that a neighbor had been murdered. Piece by piece, person by person, the crowd broke apart and melted into the dawn.

Grant eased Belle, his six-year-old daughter, into his father’s arms. Behind him stumbled his nine-year-old, Catherine Suzanne, carrying Belle’s teddy bear and her own secret vice, a fuzzy blanket from her babyhood. Both children were utterly exhausted, having been rousted out of their beds at three in the morning to catch a red-eye flight home.
Belle had finally fallen asleep fifteen minutes before landing, running out of the nervous energy of excitement at the strange situation. Cathy, older and a little wiser, seemed to sense something was wrong, but so far she hadn’t asked. And she hadn’t slept. But that was Cathy. She kept things inside, not exactly brooding, but more reflecting and waiting.
Bryce, Grant’s father, reached out with an arm and squeezed Grant’s shoulders before accepting the small burden of the sleeping Belle. “What have you said?” he asked Grant, his eyes filling in the unspoken, what have you told the girls?
“Nothing. Later. The girls need sleep, Dad.”
Bryce nodded, hugging Belle tightly to his chest. He smiled at Cathy. “How’s my pumpkin doing?”
“Fine, Grandpa.” The answer, tired as it sounded, carried Cathy’s usual reserve.
“Well, let’s get you home and snuggled into your comfy beds,” Bryce said heartily. “And later, Grandma’s planning pancakes.”
Melinda Lawrence drew her son aside as Bryce tucked the girls into the car. Her eyes were red-rimmed, too. Abby had been as much a fixture in their lives as she had in his, and they felt her loss every bit as deeply. He felt his face sag.
“Mom.”
She drew him into her arms. It was a familiar embrace, despite the media stories of his having grown up at the shadowy fringes of his parents’ glittery world. Yes, Abby had raised him. Yes, his parents had worked long, grueling hours, often on location, producing films. They’d wanted him to have the stability of attending the same school, living in the same house, replacing Lego castles with posters of sports figures and, eventually, his own high school trophies. Of having a home. So Abby had always been there.
But they’d been there, too, in their own ways, and as often as they could. As Grant had entered his teens, his parents had cut back to a movie every other year, telling the media they wanted more time to devote to each project, when in fact they simply wanted more time with their son. His mother’s embrace had never been uncomfortable, had never been unfamiliar. And now he found some tiny measure of solace in her arms.
“Abby’s learning angel songs,” his mother whispered in his ear.
“And teaching them how to make corn bread.”
“Yes, son. And teaching them how to make corn bread.”
She held him at arm’s length and studied his face. “You need sleep, too, Grant.”
He nodded sadly. “I know, Mom. But I also need to know what’s going on. Jerry’s holding down the fort, but I need to…I need to see.”
Her grip on his arm tightened a bit. “Jerry Connally can see for us. He’s a fine man. You come home and get some breakfast, at least.”
He started to speak, but she cut him off. “I don’t want to hear it. None of us is hungry. But you need food, son. And by God, you’re going to eat.”
The glint in her eye told him it was okay to smile, that he didn’t have to fall and keep falling forever. He struggled to make the corners of his mouth lift a bit.
“No, Mother. I’m going to the house first. I’m going to speak to the police first. Then I’ll come over and talk to the girls. In the meantime, make sure they don’t see or hear the news.”
She nodded, giving him the space to make his own decisions, which she still sometimes found hard to do.
He watched them drive away, then went back into the terminal, heading for the taxi stand.
Action was what he needed now, more than food, more than sleep. Even if action would save no one and nothing.

Karen Sweeney recognized him the minute he climbed out of the cab in front of the house. She almost sighed. She’d been about to leave the scene, to go home and grab a couple of hours of sleep. Now she had to do another interview and probably answer questions herself, questions for which she had no answers yet.
Grant Lawrence was sometimes referred to by the media as the next John Kennedy, and Lawrence really did have that magic. Karen, a lifelong Republican, somehow always found herself voting for Grant Lawrence, Democrat. He made sense. But more than making sense, he made the impossible seem possible, made the heart soar with hope that the world could be a better place. Like Kennedy, he never said it would be easy. He admitted to all the obstacles, then made you feel as if surmounting obstacles was the entire point.
She liked his attitude. And it didn’t hurt that he could give a younger Robert Redford a run for his money in the looks department. Dark hair dashed with gray, perfectly chiseled features, a determined jaw, and a stride that said, you can knock me around but you can’t knock me down.
And that bundle of talent, looks and potentially huge problems for her was walking her way right now, being passed through the cordon as if he were king. Nobody even asked him to wait.
This was Lawrence turf, even for the cops.
It struck her that all she thought she knew about him was public image, and that all her admiration for him wasn’t going to make her job one iota easier. She suddenly wished someone else had been called on this case.
One of the cops pointed her out to him. Otherwise she was sure he never would have noticed an Irish wren with colorless eyes and her dark hair drawn impatiently back. Karen Sweeney had always been one to blend and never one to stand out.
But he was looking at her, straight at her, with electric blue eyes, bluer than she ever would have guessed from seeing him on the news and in the paper. He was also thinner than she had thought, and while tall, not quite as tall as he looked on the tube. He looked…not quite as imposing, yet somehow more powerful. Weird. And she needed to focus her sleepy brain before this politician ran roughshod over her and got information she wasn’t supposed to give out. Before she forgot that she was the one who was supposed to be in control of the scene.
“Senator,” she said simply.
“Detective,” he answered. Then said nothing, as if waiting for her to fill in the missing pieces.
This close, she could see the fatigue and sorrow weighing down his features. The raw eyelids and cheekbones. In a moment he was no longer Senator Grant Lawrence, leading political light.
He was simply a man broken by violence.
“Jerry Connally told me he called you. I’m very sorry.”
“Thank you,” he said quietly. “Can I see her?”
She shook her head. “They’ve taken her away already. I hate to ask this, but I do need to go through the house with you. It looks like she surprised a burglar. Mr. Connally didn’t notice anything missing, but…it’s your house.”
He simply nodded, and she continued.
“We can do it later. But it would help the investigation to know as soon as possible. If there was something stolen, finding it might help us find out who did this. A homicide trail goes cold fast.”
“I understand, Detective.” He glanced around. “Is Jerry here?”
He wanted the comfort of a familiar face, she could tell. And she couldn’t offer it. “I’m sorry. He went downtown to fill out a statement. Procedure.”
“Yes. Procedure.” He ran a hand through his hair, momentarily appearing utterly lost. Then he squared his shoulders. “Okay, Detective. Show me my home.”

3
Grant Lawrence paused in the doorway and realized his house had become an alien land. It wasn’t just the strangers who were everywhere, the police in their uniforms, the technicians with their cases and clipboards. No, it wasn’t that his house was full of strangers. For Grant Lawrence, a stranger was merely an opportunity to make a friend or an ally, and he met with many new people right here in this house.
But the house was changed forever. It was no longer his home. It had become the place where Abby had died. It felt different. It smelled different. He stepped into it as if stepping in a mausoleum.
He had been so shaken by the news of Abby’s and Stacy’s deaths that he hadn’t given much thought to how they had happened. He wasn’t spared the knowledge for long. He turned toward the living room, that large, over-decorated space where he often entertained, the creation of his late wife’s opulent taste, and he saw.
The sight knocked the wind from him, and he spun away. It wasn’t that he’d never seen bloody horror before. The memory of jagged white bone protruding from his right shin, of bright, hot blood pulsing between his fingers as he grabbed the wound, was still vivid. He knew exactly what he was seeing. But this time it had been Abby, his lifelong second mother. And Stacy, a woman he had once thought he might be in love with.
Oh, God! He leaned against a wall, hot and cold by turns, pressing his forehead against cool plaster, closing his eyes, trying to banish the image of what he’d just seen.
A hand touched his arm, a small hand with surprising strength. It gripped him. “Senator?” said the smoky voice of Detective Sweeney. “Do you need to sit?”
“I’ll be all right.” He had to be all right. As had happened so many times in his life, he had no choice but to be all right.
He drew a steadying breath, regaining his self-command. A line from one of his father’s favorite poems floated unbidden through his consciousness. If you can meet with triumph and disaster/And treat those two imposters just the same. Rudyard Kipling’s idealized “Man” would have known how to handle this.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “I should have warned you.”
He raised his head, pushed himself away from the wall and looked at her. “Why? That would have deprived you of the opportunity to see my initial reaction.”
He thought she flushed faintly, but if so, it was nearly invisible. “Senator, you were in Washington. You’re not a suspect.”
He knew better. Jerry had found Abby and Stacy, and had called him before he called the police. This detective didn’t look like the type who would overlook or ignore the obvious possibility of complicity.
He had to be careful not to mention Stacy, at least until he knew what the hell Jerry had done. He wasn’t going to betray his friend over something that was relatively unimportant. If it was unimportant.
He shook himself. He would have to deal with Jerry later. That would be then. This was now. “How did it happen?”
“Her throat was cut.”
“My God!” He closed his eyes for a moment, absorbing the enormity, trying not to think of Abby’s last few moments. Abby. Far more important to him than Stacy in so many ways. But both were dead. Both.
“Look,” said Detective Sweeney, “you don’t have to go into that room. It’s obvious the valuables in there weren’t taken. But I need to know about the rest of the house.”
He nodded, clamping down on the horror he felt. “Fine, let’s go.” He would have time later for feelings. He’d learned that long ago. There were a lot of things better put on hold until he had privacy to think about them and feel them. Otherwise, it was as his mother had once said: if there’s one other person who can see you, you’re on camera.
Why hadn’t Jerry warned him about what he would see?
The rest of the first floor was undisturbed. The farther he got from his living room, the more he could almost lull himself into thinking everything was normal. Until he reached his office. A file drawer, almost but not quite closed, a discrepancy that most people might not have even noticed, alerted him.
“Detective, those cabinets were locked.”
“Mr. Connally said he came for some papers.”
He looked at her, noticing again that her eyes were almost colorless, but now they had taken on an almost preternatural focus. As if she had picked up on something. He wondered if he imagined the way her delicate nostrils seemed to flare, testing the breeze.
He spoke. “I called him last night to pick up some things for me and express them to Washington. But he wouldn’t have left the files open.”
She nodded and moved forward, coming within inches of the cabinets. “It looks like this lock was picked.” She faced him. “What’s in here?”
“Background information on a conservation bill I authored. Scientific reports, mostly, the stuff I brought down from D.C. to study while I’m here. Some from independent research firms, some from the EPA.”
She looked at the lock again, then moved down the row of file cabinets. “They’ve all been jimmied. By someone in a hurry. Who would want these papers? Sugar growers?”
He gave her marks for environmental awareness. “They’re opposed to the bill, yes. Among many others in agriculture. But I find it hard to believe they would kill to get a look at these documents.”
“Maybe, maybe not.” She looked his way again, her gray eyes opaque. “Anyone else who might be on the list?”
“I don’t know.” He sighed and rubbed his eyes, and tried to focus on what she needed, reminding himself it was all he could do to help Abby and Stacy now. “I have all kinds of political enemies, Detective. Any man in my position does. But it’s hard to imagine them committing murder.”
“I agree. But the murder may have been purely incidental.”
Something in him flared, and his voice grew deadly quiet. “There’s nothing incidental about what happened here.”
Her expression never wavered. “Poor choice of words, Senator. I merely meant that murder was probably not the intention, but rather the result of panic on the part of the intruder. Except…”
Her voice trailed off, and she began to walk around the room, studying the bookshelves, the neat desktop, the view out the back window over well-tended gardens, now a riot of fresh April color. What a sorry ending to his daughters’ spring vacation.
“Except what?” he demanded when she said nothing further.
“Except,” she said finally, “I wonder how it was that Ms. Reese came upon him in the living room.”
His head snapped up a bit as he realized what she was saying. “I don’t keep anything of importance out there. Nothing of political importance, anyway.”
“I would think not. Well, it might have just happened that way. Maybe he heard Abby coming and darted in there to hide.”
Or maybe not. Grant felt his neck chill with a premonition of ugliness yet to be found. Stacy had been here, too. But he couldn’t tell her that. What if Stacy had had something to do with the break-in? What if she’d brought someone here to give them access to his papers, then had been killed to keep her silent? And what if that was what Abby had stumbled into?
He felt, suddenly, as if he were standing on the narrow tip of a very windy precipice, barely maintaining balance. He understood from Jerry’s cryptic remark on the phone that Jerry had removed Stacy from the house. He could have meant nothing else. And so far the police had only mentioned Abby, so they knew nothing about Stacy. God, he didn’t want to think about the legal ramifications of that for Jerry.
But it also put him in a precarious position. He had information that might be relevant to the investigation, information he couldn’t share without getting his closest aide into trouble, without exposing his children to the kind of scandal he’d been protecting them from for years. And protecting his daughters came first, came before everything else. Including his presidential aspirations.
“I’m going to have the file cabinets dusted for prints, Senator. Afterwards, I’d like you to tell me what, if anything, is missing from them.”
“Very well.”
“What’s in the desk?”
“Just stationery, pens, pencils, pads, things like that. All my papers are in the file cabinets.”
She nodded and gave him what he supposed was meant to be an encouraging smile. “Could your computer have been tampered with?”
He shook his head. “I wouldn’t think so. It’s password protected. But even if it were…I don’t keep much on it. Drafts of speeches I’m thinking of making, little things like that. When I’m in town, Detective, I’m usually busy with constituents, and any private time I have is largely for thinking, not doing. That computer is full of a lot of quick notes and thoughts, but little else. If someone were going to commit electronic theft for political gain, he’d be better off hacking into the network server at my office, in Washington. That’s where we do the real grunt work.”
She looked at the monitor and keyboard sitting on his desk. “Then I doubt anyone got into it. I’ll have someone check to make sure it hasn’t been physically tampered with. But given that our perp was clearly in a hurry, it’s not likely.”
She turned to him again. “Let’s take a look upstairs now.”
He followed her up the sweeping staircase, one of the features that Georgina, his late wife, had loved about this house. To him it had always seemed pretentious, something better suited to an antebellum mansion. But Georgina had had her eye even more firmly fixed on the presidency than he had. Sometimes he thought this house had been his wife’s rehearsal for the White House.
He dreaded what he might find up there. Signs of Stacy’s presence? What had she been doing here? They’d broken off months ago, in mutual realization of the cost. Stacy had been a wonderful woman, but both he and she had seen the handwriting on the wall.
He’d met her on the rebound from his wife’s death—strangely enough, not at the club where she worked, but in his local office, when she came to help stuff envelopes during his last campaign. But rebounds can only bounce for so long. Their parting had been amicable. Understanding. And he’d long since quietly found a way to make sure Stacy could open the dance studio she’d always dreamt of, rather than baring her body for strange men in a dark, noisy, impersonal bar.
He had thought their relationship had been secret from everyone but Jerry. What if it hadn’t been? What if someone had staged this murder simply to ruin him? Somehow that seemed more believable than that someone had committed two murders over S.R. 52.
He had the worst urge to tell the detective all of this, to clear his conscience, to remove himself from this terrible position of obstructing an investigation. Damn Jerry for putting him between a rock and a hard place.
And then he remembered his daughters. He couldn’t expose them to the scandal. He’d been through media feeding frenzies before. It had been by the skin of his teeth that he’d kept the press from discovering the truth about the auto accident that had killed his wife. Where she’d been coming from. Knowledge that, if made public, would have done nothing but cause more pain.
So he’d managed to protect the girls that time. They still remembered their mother as an angel who’d been stolen from them. They deserved that memory—however inaccurate he knew it to be—and he would do anything to protect it.
God, he hated this.
His room was first, to the right. A suite from which he’d erased all vestiges of his wife. It was spare now, with white walls, heavy brown velvet curtains and lots of dark wood. Masculine, almost monastic. His own eyrie. No woman set foot in here save the cleaning crew and his daughters. A wave of relief crashed through him when he saw the bed was carefully made. He’d feared he might find the brown duvet tossed back, evidence of Stacy’s presence.
The children’s rooms were undisturbed. They had a bright airy space, a playroom full of toys, with their bedrooms opening off it to either side. Then there was the formal guest room, untouched for years.
And to the rear, Abby’s room. Her own retreat, filled with tatting and embroidery, flowery cushions, curtains and bed linen. The rocking chair, in which he would forever see Abby, stood still and empty.
The bedcovers were tossed back, indicating that she had left her bed to go downstairs. No light was on except the night-light Abby kept so the children could find her if they needed her during the night. Her bathroom was neat as a pin, as it always was.
The photos on her dresser were of him, at all stages of his life, from infancy on, and of his growing daughters.
When Grant saw them, he could no longer contain himself. He sat in the rocking chair where he had been comforted so many times as a child and began to weep.

Karen was discomfited by Grant Lawrence’s breakdown. It wasn’t that she hadn’t seen them often during her years on the force, especially since it was so often her job to break the bad news.
But Grant Lawrence was different. To her he had somehow always seemed a magical being, his footprints gilded as he strode through life. She knew about his wife’s tragic death, of course, and remembered how he had emerged from that period with the first gray showing in his hair. The story of the horrific childhood injury that had left him with an almost imperceptible limp was the stuff of political legend. But these potholes in an otherwise star-kissed life had only seemed to strengthen him.
Now she was faced with the fact that the mythical being, the possible next president of the United States, was only human after all. His grief was deep and raw, and she had to battle an urge to put an arm around him and try to comfort him.
Instead, she did what she was trained to do. She walked away, looking out the sliding glass doors of Abby’s room onto a balcony that had a view of the gardens, delicate and vital, carefully-sculpted paths among splashes of azalea and bougainvillea, orchid and mum, bamboo and palm, disparate and yet melding together into a whole that spoke volumes about the man who sat behind her, sobbing.
These people, she thought, had more money than she could imagine. Most of it had come from his film tycoon parents, although she knew he had managed to make some of his own fortune, both before and since his ascension to the Senate. But regardless of where it came from, it was more than she could imagine having.
It was a world so different from hers that she found it difficult to connect with. Unlike many, she didn’t begrudge the wealthy their good fortune; she simply couldn’t imagine what their world must be like. Standing here now, she felt she was looking through a window into places where the ordinary woes of life never intruded.
But that wasn’t true. The roses in that garden had thorns, and she had no doubt that a gardener had to pull the same kinds of weeds she struggled with in the tiny plot beside her own home. Behind her a very powerful man was weeping like a baby over the death of his nanny. Reality intruded here, too, in its ugliest forms.
“I’m sorry.”
His voice, sounding raw and thick, reached her.
“Don’t apologize, Senator,” she said, without turning. “You’re entitled to your grief.”
“Yes, but I’m sure your job is already difficult enough.”
She started a little, surprised by his perception. Surprised by his kindness. Very few people in his position were ever aware of hers. Very few considered that she might find it almost as difficult to be the bearer of bad news as they found it to receive it. But this was the quality she’d always found admirable in him, she reminded herself: his ability to put himself in the shoes of others.
“It’s okay,” she said, a little too quickly. “I’m used to it.”
“Really? Somehow I doubt it.”
She heard him blow his nose. Then the rocking chair creaked. He must be rising.
“I don’t see anything disturbed here,” he said. “It’s…obvious she climbed out of bed when she heard something.”
“So it would appear.” She turned to look at him again and felt a tug on her heart when she saw the redness of his eyes. “Tell me about Abby.”
“What do you need to know?”
“The kind of person she was.”
Grant came to stand by her at the doors and looked out on the garden. “Tough. She was very tough. When I was a child, she protected me fiercely. I remember once she chased some paparazzi away from the windows of my parents’ house.” A faint smile curved his mouth. “She grabbed up a broom and went after them. They never came back.” He turned his head, and their gazes met. “She protected my children the same way.”
“She was getting old.”
“Yes. But she was family. I know people tried to make an issue out of her race years back, but she’d come into this family when she was fifteen years old, and by the time I was born, there was no question but what Abby was family. Part of us, made so by love.” He paused for a moment. “You know, a former advisor once said I should get rid of her. Said her presence in my life harkened back to an ugly period in the history of the south. I fired him on the spot. I’d sooner have thrown out my mother.”
“What about her family?”
“She had none. She was an orphan.” His gaze grew distant and drifted back to the garden. “Do you know how she came to my family?”
“No.”
“My grandfather took Abby in after her entire family was killed in a church bombing. The Klan. The bomb killed seven people, including Abby’s parents and her older brother. Abby was sick that night. She’d stayed home.
“So my grandfather took her in. At this late date, I’m not sure of what he intended, but I do know he was outraged by the event. Anyway, my dad was five, and Abby seemed to take to caring for him. And that’s where it began.”
“And she never wanted to leave?”
“She never gave any indication if she did. She had a romance once, this really dapper guy my dad still has pictures of. But then one day she announced he was shiftless, and that was the end of that.”
“Why was he shiftless?”
His gaze saddened, and he closed his eyes. “I guess I’ll never know now.”
“Thank you, Senator,” Karen said after a moment. “You’ve been a great help. Where can I reach you when I need to?”
“At my parents’ place.” He gave her the number. “I’d appreciate it if you’d keep that under your hat. My girls are there, too, and I don’t want them…exposed.”
“I understand.”
She watched him leave the room and thought that his shoulders looked less square and his limp a bit more pronounced.
It was sad.

4
“Jerry, where the hell are you?”
Jerry Connally’s hand shook as he held his cell phone to his ear and heard Grant Lawrence’s voice. “I’m in the car, Grant. On the way home from the police station.”
He heard the pause before his friend spoke. “What have you told them?”
“I told them the truth. I came over to pick up the files you needed and found Abby. I checked out the house, called you, then called them. Straight, simple and to the point.”
And true, although not the whole truth. He had, of course, left out the part about lifting Stacy’s lifeless remains, fighting back the sheer revulsion at what had been done to her, gagging at what he himself was doing, carrying her to the trunk of his car and placing her in that alley.
He hadn’t approved of Grant’s relationship with Stacy, but he couldn’t help but admire and even like her. She was a tough, no-nonsense woman who’d fought off the demons of an abusive childhood. Some would say she hadn’t gone far, working as a stripper. That was how she’d made her living, but it hadn’t been who she was.
She would have been death for Grant’s career, and still might be, but there was no way she deserved what he’d done to her, to be left without dignity in a dark, dirty alley. He would live the rest of his life with the memory of that. But he’d done what he had to for his friend.
“What about Stacy?” he heard Grant ask.
Yes. What about Stacy? “She wasn’t there. And I won’t say anything more. For your sake.”
“Plausible deniability? Jerry, you know I’ve always thought that was bullshit.”
“And you’re right. It is. But sometimes bullshit is the best option available.” Jerry stopped at a red light and realized his arm ached from the tension of his grip on the wheel.
Grant Lawrence was as brilliant a man as Jerry had ever known. But sometimes even the most brilliant men needed a trusted friend to lay it out for them.
“Look, Senator, here are the facts. If it comes out about you and Stacy, there’ll be a Grade-A shitstorm. Forget your chances for president. They’ll be ancient history. But let’s put that aside for a moment. S.R. 52 will die a quick and painful death. Right now, we need three votes in the House and one in the Senate, and it passes. And it’s good law, Grant. It’s important law.”
Grant sounded impatient. “I know that, Jerry.”
“No, sir, I don’t think you do.” He hated to play this card, but sometimes it mattered. “You’re a hell of a man, Grant. Smart and honest and strong. But you also had a hell of a head start in life. For you, this bill is about snorkeling in the Keys when you were a teenager. Beyond that it’s about abstractions. Economics, numbers and the world your children will inherit. And yes, that’s important.
“But I didn’t snorkel when I was a kid. I watched my dad’s hands bleed as he hauled in crab traps on a smelly, oily dock on Chesapeake Bay. I got out because I could run and catch a football well enough to get a scholarship. But my brother’s still there, in a town that’s dying because the crab traps are coming up lighter and lighter, year by year. His hands are still bloody, and he has less and less to show for it. He’s the human face I see on S.R. 52. If you go down, he goes down. My hometown goes down.”
He heard the honking behind him and realized the light had turned to green. A car flashed around him as he pulled into the intersection, the driver yelling an obscenity as he passed.
“Grant, right now you’re still golden under the law. You don’t know anything, and you’re under no legal obligation to say anything. And as much as it may raise your moral hackles, that’s the way it has to stay. My brother and my hometown and thousands of other hometowns just like it, they need you. So if this hits the fan, I’ll take the fall. Not you.”
“Drop by my parents’ house this afternoon and we’ll talk about it.”
Jerry suppressed a sigh. “I’ll be there, sir. But this one is non-negotiable.”
“We’ll talk about it,” Grant repeated.

The squad room was curiously quiet as Karen walked in and sagged into her chair. She was alone but for Dave Previn, who seemed to be trying to bury his head in his hands as he talked on the phone. Karen switched on her computer and spread her notes on her desk. She needed to get the initial reports in while the information was fresh, but her mind rebelled at the thought of anything but sleep. Previn finally hung up the phone and leaned back in his chair with a heavy sigh. When their eyes met, he spoke.
“You wouldn’t think planning a boy’s tenth birthday party would be this frigging complicated. But Linda wants to go all out. And it has to matter to me whether the picture on the cake is a Buccaneers’ helmet or their flag.”
“And good morning to you, too,” Karen said simply. “Go with the helmet.”
“You think I’m going to call her back?” He shook his head. “Uh-uh. Not this little gray duck.”
His face said what everyone in the office knew, but no one talked about: his marriage was a mess. She looked around. “So where is everyone?”
Dave gave a disgusted look. “Task force meeting. Apparently the College Hill drive-by opened up a whole can of worms. The civil rights caucus says we’re not doing enough to stop the violence in the projects. The mayor has egg on his face. Now it’s top priority and all that. Like we wouldn’t care about murder otherwise.”
Karen nodded. “To protect and to serve, right?”
“Whatever. Oh, and the lieutenant wants to see you about the Senator Lawrence thing. Probably another task force in the making. We ought to form a task force on task forces.”
“The lieutenant’s not in on the College Hill thing?”
“Sure he is. He wants you to interrupt him. So congratulations, Karen. You’re front-page news.”
She rose from her seat. “Just what I always wanted.”
The task force had taken over the largest conference room on the floor. From the sounds she heard outside the door, tempers were fraying. She considered going back to write her reports, to let Lieutenant Simpson calm down before she met with him. But he would probably be even angrier if she did.
With a brief knock, she opened the door and stepped into a chaotic swirl of voices and a view of Fred Lowery gesturing at a dry-erase board scrawled with multi-colored threads of preliminary evidence. Warren Simpson sat at the near end of the table, paperwork intermixed with the foam-boxed leftovers of McDonald’s pancakes and sausage, syrup-dappled paper napkins and an extra large coffee mug that was his office trademark. The voices quieted as she entered—a brief symphony of terse “Hiyas” and “What’s ups?”—and Simpson turned to look.
He reached for his mug. “Excuse me, y’all.” His baritone voice poured out like molasses, thick and rich. Without another word, he rose and led Karen out and to his office, closing the door behind them. His eyes swept over her briefly. “You look like you need to sit down.”
“At least,” Karen said. “A few hours’ sleep wouldn’t hurt, either.”
He nodded. “Seems to be an epidemic around here. So what’s the deal on the Lawrence case?”
Cases were usually referred to by the victim’s name. In almost any other situation, this would be the Reese case, but Abigail Reese was as subsumed in death as she had been in life.
Or maybe not. Maybe it was simply that she really was part of the Lawrence family. That option left less of a bitter taste in her mouth.
“Apparently she surprised a burglar. He may have been after some of the senator’s files.” She gave him a quick rundown of her morning. “But there’s more to it. Jerry Connally—the senator’s chief of staff or some such—was holding something back.”
Simpson grunted. “Hardly surprising.” He leaned forward. “Okay, here’s the deal. We have two messes in the making, and the media are going to be all over both of them. Any other month and I’d put a half-dozen detectives on this with you. No stone unturned and all that. But if I do that, the civil rights caucus will play the race card, saying we’re more worried about a rich white senator than we are about poor black kids dying in the streets.”
“Never mind that Abigail Reese was a black woman,” Karen said.
“Right. And never mind that cleaning out the projects would take a hell of a lot more than just busting the gang-bangers. Regardless, the mayor has spoken—and loudly.” He paused for a moment, drawing tiny circles on his desk blotter. “And you know what? In the big scheme of things, the mayor might be right. So College Hill gets as much as we can put there. Which means you’re on point with Senator Lawrence.”
What he said made sense on a lot of levels. And it was true that, in the big scheme of things, it might well be better to focus the city’s efforts at trying to bring some measure of safety and hope to the bleak lives in the projects. Abigail Reese’s murder, however ugly and awful, did not seem to be a symptom of a festering cancer in the city. The College Hill murders were, without doubt.
She nodded. “Yes, sir.”
“So what’s your caseload right now?”
“Not too bad. I have six active cases, plus the two from tonight. The state attorney says he’ll probably get pleas on four of them. The Hart case goes to trial next month. And I’m still waiting on ballistics on Vance. If they come back positive—and they will—that’ll plead out, too.”
“So you’re clear except for Lawrence.”
“And the girl in the alley,” Karen said.
“I’ll pull you off that. Previn can take it.”
Karen shifted in her seat. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, sir. Previn’s only been here three months. He’s not ready to solo.”
And the unidentified white female deserved better than to get swept aside onto a rookie homicide detective whose marriage was crumbling before his eyes. The sight of her torn body still lingered in Karen’s eyes.
Simpson studied her face for a moment. “Okay. So you keep an eye on Previn on the alley thing. But you need to keep your focus on Lawrence. You’re going to get a lot of attention. Don’t fuck up.”
“Yes, sir.”

Randall Youngblood scanned the e-mail once again. Like any prominent businessman, he’d had his share of dealings with the media. Some good, some not. Over the years, he’d made a practice of cultivating friendships with reporters whose views or stories were sympathetic. In return, he would slip them advance notice of any news from his industry. One hand washed the other.
He had known the reporter from whom he’d received this e-mail for twelve years. It wasn’t the first time the man had given him a heads-up on a story that might affect him. The story would break on that day’s television news, but the TV folks wouldn’t mention the jimmied files or their contents. The newspapers might, but probably not for a few days. The immediate coverage would focus on the senator’s lifelong relationship with his nanny. Vague possibilities of political maneuvering, or worse, would be unseemly. So he had a few days’ lead time.
He tapped the intercom button on his phone and entered a three-digit extension. “Michaels, are you busy? Well, you just got busier.”
Four minutes later, Bill Michaels strode into his office. Michaels never walked. He strode. He’d been an Olympic gymnast in college, and his smallish but solid frame still moved with a dancer’s grace. More than one opponent in a courtroom or across a negotiating table had taken the wrong first impression from that. It was not a mistake to be made twice. Bill Michaels was as savvy a legal predator as had ever hefted a briefcase.
“Grant Lawrence’s nanny was killed last night,” Randall said without preamble.
Michaels nodded. “I heard something about it on the radio news.”
“Well, you didn’t hear this part. Apparently someone broke into his office files. Including his S.R. 52 files. We had nothing to do with that.” If that was a question, it demanded only one answer.
“Of course not, sir.”
“Fine. I’ll stand by that.” Randall leaned back and propped his feet on the bottom drawer of his desk. “So…how can we take advantage of this?”
Bill considered. “We’ve got a few days before that breaks.”
“I’d think so, although with the goddamn piranhas in the media, I wouldn’t book odds on it.”
Michaels nodded. “Very well, sir. I want to refresh my memory on all circumstances surrounding Lawrence’s life and political activities. I’ll return with a report in two or three hours.”
Randall Youngblood nodded. Then he put his feet firmly on the floor and faced Michaels. “Grant Lawrence and I go way back, Michaels. Sometimes we agree, and sometimes we disagree. I don’t hate the man.”
“I understand that, sir.”
“Be sure you do.” Then he waved a hand, dismissing Michaels, and propped his feet up again. It was a damn good thing he had a piranha of his own.

Breaking the news to Belle and Catherine Suzanne proved to be absolutely, without question, one of the most painful experiences of Grant Lawrence’s life. It had been bad enough when he’d been told he might need to wear a brace or use a crutch for the rest of his life—he’d beaten that one pretty good, thank God—and it had been really tough to try to explain to a five-year-old Cathy that her mother would never come home again.
But this one was infinitely harder. In the first place, Belle was no longer a baby, so he had two pairs of horrified, disbelieving, stunned blue eyes looking back at him, innocent blue eyes that were unable to fully grasp one of the world’s greatest evils: death.
And there was his own emotional devastation. Grant had loved Abby in a way he had loved no one else. It hurt to speak of her death, hurt to try to explain to the daughters he loved beyond life that one of their mainstays was gone forever. It hurt like hell.
But he got the words out, forced them past a throat so thick and tight that each one was squeezed. He managed to remind them that when people died they went to live with God and the angels, and that even now Abby was looking down on them and watching over them, even though they would no longer see her.
Belle, in all seriousness, wanted to know what angel song Abby was probably learning right now. For several moments, Grant couldn’t even speak. He bit his lip hard and closed his eyes against a tidal wave of anguish and loss. What song would an angel sing?
All he could think of was a section of the liturgy of the Catholic Mass.
“Well,” he said, clearing his throat and trying to smile at Belle, “I imagine the first song she’s learning is Glory to God in the highest, and peace to his people on earth….”
“But, Daddy, we sing that in church.”
“I know, sweetie. I think the angels taught us, too. But Abby went to a different church. I don’t think she knows that song, so they’re probably teaching it to her. I mean, she already knows so many hymns that they’d hardly teach her one she knows.”
Belle nodded, satisfied. “I’ll sing it, too. Abby will sing it with me.”
Grant’s heart fractured along a fresh fault line, but he held the ache inside. “Abby would like that.” Then he looked at Cathy Suzanne, who had so far not said a word. She looked back solemnly at him, her gaze conveying a wider understanding of death than Belle’s. But of course. She was older, and she still remembered her deceased mother.
Finally Cathy spoke. “She was getting old, Daddy.”
“Yes.” He didn’t want her to know yet that age hadn’t been the demon.
“She told me once that she might die before too long because she was getting old. She said she’d be sorry to leave us, but she was beginning to ache for her home in heaven.”
“She did?”
Cathy nodded, still solemn, and turned away. “I know Abby didn’t believe in our church,” she said quietly, “but I think I’ll say a rosary anyway.”
“Me too,” said Belle, racing to get her rosary beads.
Once her sister had left the room, Cathy looked into her father’s eyes. “Daddy? It’s okay to cry.”
And as soon as he was alone, that was exactly what he did.

Jerry arrived about one-thirty. On any other day, Grant might have noticed just how worn, jumpy and unhappy Jerry looked. On any other day he might have been concerned for his old friend. Today they were both pole-axed, and there didn’t seem much unusual about Jerry’s state.
He took his aide out into the gardens. Grant’s parents lived far more opulently than he did, and it was possible to get lost on their estate, built long ago when Florida land was cheap and the snowbirds hadn’t begun to arrive in large numbers. The days when the Don CeSar hotel had been the place for Hollywood types to vacation. In the gardens of the elder Lawrences, it was possible to disappear.
Which was exactly what he did with Jerry. He guided him to the farthest reaches of the gardens, to a place where there was a nook with a stone bench beneath a trellis covered in roses.
“Okay,” Grant said when they were sitting side-by-side, a gentle onshore breeze reaching them. “What did you get me into?”
“I didn’t get you into anything,” Jerry said firmly. “I got myself into something, and we’re going to leave it that way.”
“What about Stacy?” Grant’s voice broke on the name.
“She was dead, Grant. What the hell difference does it make, as long as your chances for the presidency, and S.R. 52, don’t get derailed? Dead is dead.”
Grant didn’t speak. He couldn’t speak. “Jerry, tampering—”
“Don’t say that word. I’m a lawyer. I know the situation. What I don’t want is for you to know it, so will you just stop badgering me? For all you know, I heard of Stacy’s death elsewhere.”
Grant hesitated, looking down at the pebble path, at the gleam of his polished shoes, thinking he’d been wearing this suit for two straight days and he was probably beginning to stink. Thinking about irrelevancies in order to avoid the bigger issues.
“Sometimes,” he said slowly, “I just want to tell that detective everything.”
“Everything? What? Just what is the everything you think you know? Believe me, Grant, you don’t know, so just shut up about it.”
Jerry rarely talked to him that way. It was a sign of his distress, and Grant recognized it. He looked at his friend, taking in the tightness of Jerry’s face, the sagging of his mouth, the wariness of his eyes.
“All right,” he said finally. His heart was heavy with it, but he knew it was time for compromise. Politics had taught him that there was very little room in the world for sheer altruism. One hand washed the other. Compromises were the means of achievement, and some things were better left unsaid.
Whatever Jerry had done, Grant had to keep his mouth shut about it. He had to protect his friend; he had to protect himself and his children. He had to protect his shot at the presidency.
There was too much at stake here to indulge in an orgy of soul-baring that wouldn’t help a damn thing. It certainly wouldn’t bring Abby or Stacy back.
“You’re safe with me,” he told Jerry.
Jerry’s hollow eyes looked back at him. “I hope you know you’re safe with me, too.”
Grant nodded, but given what had happened overnight, given that there was now a secret between them that he could only guess at, he wasn’t as sure of that as he might have been only yesterday.

Shortly after Jerry left, Randall Youngblood called. The call might have gone unanswered except that the weekly maid was there and picked it up.
Grant took the call in his parents’ study, sitting in the deep leather chair that over the years had become contoured to his father’s body. “Hello?” he said.
“Grant.” The use of his first name was a signal that this was to be a personal conversation. Grant relaxed a shade. He was not up to a political discussion right now. “I’m sorry,” Youngblood continued. “I heard the news a little while ago. I am so sorry.”
Grant had to swallow before he could answer. It surprised him how painful an expression of sympathy could feel. “Thanks.”
“I just want you to know…well, I’m laying off for a week, okay? I won’t lobby until you get back in the saddle.”
“That’s very good of you.” And only slightly surprising. In this game, nobody burned bridges lightly, because you never knew when you might become allies. He and Randall Youngblood were opponents right now, but there had been times when they’d been allies, and there would be again.
“It seems like the right thing to do,” Youngblood said. “You’ve got enough to deal with right now. Just let me know if I can do anything.”
“Thank you. I will.”
But after he hung up, Grant sat a while, thinking about how important blocking this bill was to Youngblood and his cohorts. And wondering what Youngblood would be doing during this hiatus on public lobbying.
Because he knew Youngblood and company weren’t going to halt completely.
As Cathy Suzanne would say, “No way, Jose.”

5
Randall Youngblood was rarely an impatient man. He’d been in agribusiness, and on the cane growers’ association board, too long to have remained impatient. All things developed in their own damn time, and pushing and pulling rarely accomplished anything.
But this day he was impatient. He smelled blood. The question was whether it was his blood, his and the rest of the cane growers, or whether it was Grant Lawrence’s blood. He knew which way he needed to tip the scales, but waiting for Bill Michaels to come back to him was proving very difficult.
Standing at his window in the penthouse office of a tall building in Miami, he looked out toward the Glades and considered his situation. The simple fact was, the death of Abby Reese, a figure who was known to the public to be well-loved by Grant Lawrence, was going to create a firestorm of sympathy for the senator. Hell, he felt an aching sympathy himself. But that sympathy had to be stemmed somehow, or S.R. 52 might sail through the Senate and House as an act of political compassion. Even if it was enough to tip the scales just a little bit more toward Grant, it could wind up being a done deal.
As a cane grower, Randall Youngblood knew very well how too many environmental restrictions were going to kill both his business and much of the most important business of south Florida. Depriving the growers of their right to use fertilizers and insecticides, demanding that large areas of the river of grass, now dry, be gradually returned to their previously flooded state, thus wiping out massive acreage now in production, would be an economic disaster.
Because if the Florida growers couldn’t keep their prices down, foreign supplies of cane sugar would become the cheaper alternative.
It wasn’t that Randall Youngblood didn’t care about the coral reefs along the Keys, or the state of the water and fisheries out there. He did care. But he also cared that he and his colleagues not be wiped out in a headlong rush to undo eighty years of draining, reclaiming and planting.
S.R. 52 would cause reclamation to happen far too fast. It would wipe out lives and livelihoods beyond anything he figured Grant Lawrence had even imagined. Things like this needed to be taken very, very slowly. And Lawrence didn’t seem to understand that.
The senator didn’t understand the economic ripple effect that would occur when, lacking fertilizers and pesticides, per-acre yields plummeted and the layoffs began. The ripples that would run through other south Florida businesses, sinking them when they had no customers. Then it would spread out in ever-widening waves, because the businesses that would fail in south Florida would no longer be buying supplies from businesses elsewhere. Randall Youngblood could see that as clearly as he could see his hand before his face. And because S.R. 52 covered all of agriculture, the disaster that would stem from south Florida was only a small part of the overall picture.
Then there was the truly major issue of America’s position as a beacon of hope in an ever-hungrier world.
It wasn’t too much of a stretch to say that the Soviet Union had been brought down by the Randall Youngbloods of the United States. People who lived in perpetual near-famine looked with envy upon the opulence of American life, and nowhere was that opulence more apparent than in the ordinary supermarket. Fresh vegetables, meats, breads, all manner of foods, readily available, at affordable prices, on any given day.
And that was, in large part, a function of chemical fertilizers and pesticides. Lawrence might not see it, but the birthday cake he would have at his daughter’s party was a byproduct of the very industries his legislation was trying to undermine. And Randall, for one, did not want to pay ten dollars a pound for sugar, or five dollars a pound for tomatoes. That was the alternative S.R. 52 would make inevitable.
The simple fact was that Americans liked to live above their means, and the agriculture industry helped to make that possible by producing a comparative abundance of food. Yes, the cost of that was being passed on to future generations, in the form of environmental changes that would have to be dealt with. Grant Lawrence and others seemed to view that as a moral issue, but it wasn’t. It was a political issue, a choice made by the citizens of a democratic society. And they made that choice every time they went to the supermarket and bought ordinary produce rather than the more expensive, “all natural” items that were never more than a niche market.
Senate Resolution 52 had to fail. Not to make Randall Youngblood rich—he was already rich—but to keep America fed, fit and strong.
He was ruminating on that thought when Bill Michaels knocked at his door.
“So where do we stand?” Randall asked.
Michaels had that look in his eyes again, the look of a lion on the fringe of a herd of gazelles. “I think we have an angle to play.”
Randall nodded for him to continue.
“The media’s going to spin Lawrence as the victim of yet another personal tragedy. They’ll bring up his wife’s death. Hero conquers adversity and all that.”
“Right,” Randall said.
“Well, there’s a rumor that the public didn’t get the whole story when Lawrence’s wife died. They don’t have anything specific. Just that certain lines of inquiry were deflected, very obliquely, very discreetly.”
“Could be something,” Randall said. “And it could be nothing. And it could be something that’ll make him even more the hero.”
“That’s true. And obviously we don’t want to open that can of worms before we know what the worms look like. But I’ve got a man looking into it.”
“Anything else?” Randall knew something that vague wasn’t enough to get Michaels’ blood pumping.
Michaels, ever the performer, let the moment hang for just a beat longer. “Yes. My source also says there’s something fishy about the nanny’s death.”
“Fishy how?”
“He doesn’t know yet,” Michaels said. “But the lead detective—a woman named Karen Sweeney—doesn’t like the smell of it.”
“Stay on it,” Randall said. “And stay invisible.”
Michaels smiled. Randall hoped he himself would never be the object of that particular smile.
“I’ll handle it, sir.”

Grant Lawrence called the homicide squad himself in the late afternoon. It felt strange to do it, rather than have someone else handle it for him, the way so many things in his life were handled for him, by people who seemed to be in a conspiracy to protect him from the ordinary details of his life.
He had secretaries, both in Washington and in his public offices here. He had Jerry Connally, his right hand. All of them seemed to want to handle everything for him, sometimes even including his political duties. Occasionally he felt hemmed in. Mostly he was grateful to be able to keep his focus.
But today he made the call himself. A supplicant, which wasn’t a familiar position for him anymore. But he sure as hell didn’t want to bring Jerry into contact with the police more than necessary, and he knew if he called his secretary at the local office, she would have a ton of messages from the press, constituents and colleagues. He wasn’t ready to deal with any of that.
So he called robbery-homicide and asked to speak to Detective Sweeney. Much to his amazement, she was there.
“Yes, Senator,” she said. “What can I do for you?”
“I was wondering if I might be able to get into my house. There are some things I want for my daughters. Frankly, Detective, they need the comfort of the familiar right now. Their own clothes, their own toys, their own pillows and blankets. I left Washington in such a hurry this morning that I didn’t even pack for them, other than bringing Belle’s favorite stuffed animal and Catherine Suzanne’s blanket.”
“I understand.” Her voice remained detached. “Let’s see…I’ll be leaving here in about an hour. How about I meet you at your house in an hour and a half?”
“That would be fine. Thank you, Detective.”
“No problem, Senator.”
But as he hung up, he realized it might be a problem for her. Through the detachment of her voice, he had sensed great fatigue. Well, she’d been up most of the night. He brushed away the concern that he was imposing even more on her limited time. His girls came first, and he wasn’t going to let their needs go unmet.
The phones at his parents’ house had been ringing most of the day, and the line he had been on rang as soon as he hung up. The family wasn’t answering. His parents’ assistant, Keith Fairfield, was taking all the calls and messages in the office four blocks away, through the magic of call forwarding. Poor Keith. He was probably ready to tear his hair out…as were his own secretaries, now that he thought about it.
He was going to have to speak to the press at some point. There was no escaping it. At the very least, he needed to issue a statement. He realized without guilt that he was trying to avoid what had happened, unwilling to address it head-on.
He shook his head as if trying to clear it, feeling the fatigue of a sleepless night and the unbearable weight of grief trying to bend him, break him. It would be nice to let go, but it wouldn’t do any good. Nor could he afford to.
The girls were outside with their grandparents, splashing in the pool, resilient as only the very young could be. He watched them for a few minutes through the glass doors, a faint smile lifting the corners of his mouth. His daughters were his raison d’etre, even more than the political career to which he devoted so much of his time and energy. It did his aching heart good to see them enjoying themselves, to see that they could escape the grief that had haunted their lives, even for a little while.
Then he went to dress for his meeting with Karen Sweeney, well aware that the press would be there, and would demand an answer to the stupidest question in the world: “How do you feel, Senator?”
He shook his head again, feeling as if cobwebs clung to his brain, and dressed for television because he was going to be on television whether he wanted to or not.
So he wore dark slacks and a dark shirt. He took a few minutes to shave, but he would be damned if he’d put on a suit. They were just going to have to take him as he was.

Karen Sweeney awaited him inside the house. The criminologists were still working the scene, although their number had shrunk considerably since the early hours. Now they were down to Millie and her team, working the two rooms they were sure had been invaded, leaving no dust ball unturned. Millie’s thoroughness was famous, though there weren’t many dust balls. Apparently Abby’s thoroughness had been famous, as well.
“How’s it going, Millie?”
The taller woman straightened and rubbed her lower back. A grimace creased her features. She was in the senator’s home office, checking out the carpet. “I think we’ll be done in a couple of hours.”
“Find anything that sticks out?”
“Well, I’ve got enough latents to start my own fingerprint bureau. God knows how many people go through this house on a given day. The file cabinets were jimmied with a crowbar, though. It’s like somebody tried to pick the locks, gave up in frustration or because of time, and just laid into them with a metal bar. The senator needs better cabinets.”
“I got the impression that the stuff here is mostly copies of things for his personal use. He probably isn’t worried about anyone getting into it. He said there was nothing important there.”
“Somebody sure had a different opinion.” Millie sighed and pulled off her rubber gloves. “I’m going out for a smoke. If any of my team start looking for me, they can find me out front.”
“Okay.”
Left alone in the senator’s office, Karen walked around, taking in more detail than she had that morning. A stereo and TV were hidden in an armoire on one wall. Putting on gloves, she opened it all the way and looked inside.
Apparently the senator enjoyed thrillers. He had a stack of DVD movies, among them All the President’s Men, a film about the two Washington Post reporters who’d exposed the Watergate cover-up. Interesting choice for a man well on his way to the White House.
He also had a copy of The Contender, a movie about all the ugly maneuvering around the nomination and confirmation of a woman for the vice presidency.
Cautionary tales, perhaps?
His choice in music was eclectic, from Jimmy Buffett to Beethoven. She almost smiled at that. Her own tastes were also eclectic, a little of this and a little of that.
“Karen?” called a voice from the front of the house.
“Yes?”
“The senator’s here.”
“Let him in. I’m coming.”
She met Grant Lawrence in the foyer. The first thing she noticed was how grave he looked. How somber. But also how well controlled.
He shook her hand. “Please thank the officer out front for me,” he said. “He kept the press at shouting distance.”
She half smiled. “I wish he could keep them in Timbuktu, but I don’t have the authority for that, so we’ll settle for shouting distance.”
He responded with a faint smile of his own.
“Do you just need to go to your children’s rooms?”
“Well, I could use some of my own clothes, if that’s okay. And I’ve got a couple of spare suitcases in my closet to put things in.”
“That’s okay. I’ll go with you, if you don’t mind.”
It was not a request, and she saw that he realized that. He nodded. “Any idea when I get my house back?”
“Criminology has to release it. It might be a few days.”
They began ascending the stairs together.
“It’s not,” he said, “that I’m eager to come back here. In fact, I’d rather not live here ever again. But my daughters…they’re going to need the stability. So I guess I have to come back, at least for a while.”
She reached in her pocket and handed him the business card of a cleaning service. “These people will get rid of the mess.”
He paused on a step and looked down at the card. “Thanks. You know, it never would have occurred to me that this kind of business exists.”
“It’s an ugly world.”
He didn’t answer, and she looked at him from the corner of her eye. His face had become stony, as if he was fighting some terrible internal battle. Then he shook his head and tucked the business card in his slacks pocket.
They went first to his bedroom, to get the suitcases. She stood diffidently to one side as he pulled them out and threw a few of his own clothes in them, suits, shirts, underwear, some casual clothes.
Then she followed him to the girls’ rooms, where he emptied drawers and closets of every wearable thing. The suitcases full, he carried them downstairs and put them by the front door. Karen stood on the landing and watched.
When he returned upstairs, his face seemed even grimmer. He pulled out duffel bags from the closet in the playroom, stuffed their pillows in one, then began to go through the toys, deciding which to take.
That was when Karen, unwillingly, began to feel her own heart ache for this man and the burden he bore. He lingered over each toy, as if remembering some special moment.
For the first time she realized that even his children’s toys held memories of Abby for him. Saddened, she looked away.
“Okay,” he said. “I’m all set. I’ll get out of your way.”
She helped him load the duffel bags and suitcases into his car. The determined reporters, who had lingered all day, shouted questions their way. Karen looked at Grant and saw in his eyes that he’d come prepared to speak to them, like it or not.
“Shall we do it together?” she asked him.
“Are you allowed to speak for the department?” he asked. Obviously he was familiar with the ins and outs of official spokespersons.
“I only wish they’d give me a P.I.O. on this,” she said. “Unfortunately, I’m it. So yes, I can speak for the department. Whether I want to or not.”
He smiled, a brief flicker of the smile that half of America knew so well. It was even more impressive face to face, warm and open. Then the smile died. “I guess we’re both here, whether we want to be or not.”
Karen signaled to the officer at the police line, and he raised his hands to get the reporters’ attention. Once Grant’s bags were in his car, she accompanied him to the cordon. A flurry of shouted questions greeted them, but she merely looked on in stony silence until they quieted.
“As you’re aware,” she began, “Abigail Reese was murdered in the residence of Senator Grant Lawrence last night. Ms. Reese lived in the residence, and had lived and worked with the Lawrence family for sixty years. This is obviously an ongoing investigation, and I’m not going to discuss details, except to say that we have a number of leads and we are pursuing them. Senator Lawrence has agreed to say a few words, but please understand that he will not discuss the details of the case, either. And keep it brief. His family is grieving, and he’d like to get back to them.”
She turned to him. “Senator?”
The change was almost palpable. He was still the same wounded, somber man who’d walked into the house a few minutes before. But he was also Senator Grant Lawrence. He spoke with calm, quiet dignity.
“Abby Reese was at the very heart of my family. When my parents had to be away on location, Abby was there. Whenever I had a heartache or a joy, Abby was there. She was there when I graduated high school and college. She was there when I married Georgie. She was there when my children were born. She was there when Georgie died. And the very last thing my daughters did, before going to bed last night, was to call Abby to say good-night. There are no words to describe our loss. And frankly, I’d rather not have to find them. Suffice it to say that I have lost a lifetime mentor, friend, surrogate mother and companion. And I will miss her always.
“I will, of course, cooperate fully with the Tampa Police Department in their investigation of this brutal and senseless murder. I have no doubt that they will find the person who did this terrible thing. And now I’ll try to answer a few of your questions, but as the detective said, my family is grieving and I want to get back to them.”
“How was she killed?”
Karen spoke up. “Again, I won’t discuss details of the investigation at this point. The medical examiner and criminalists are still gathering and reviewing evidence.”
“Was it a burglary?”
“It’s too early to tell,” Karen said. “Burglary is one possible motive we’re looking at, yes.”
“Senator, will this affect your intention to run for the presidency?”
She saw him bristle. “I haven’t announced any such intention yet. And that’s the furthest thing from my mind right now.”
“Will you hire another black housekeeper?”
Now his nostrils flared. “There would be no way to replace a lost family member.”
“And that’s enough,” Karen said.
“Is this related to your wife’s death?”
The senator drew a breath, as if calming himself, then locked eyes with the reporter. “I won’t even dignify that with a response. My wife died in an auto accident.”
“That’s enough,” Karen said again, slipping an arm in front of him to drive the point home. “The department, and I’m sure the senator, will discuss further developments as they arise. Thank you.”
She pivoted on her heel and drew him toward the car. “I’m sorry, Senator.”
He nodded. “I’m used to it. It is, unfortunately, part of the price of holding public office. And perhaps, in some way, part of the beauty of the American system of government. Secrets are dangerous things.”
“Maybe so. But so are ugly rumors.”
As he was about to climb into the driver’s seat, he looked toward a small knot of people gathered under a tree. He turned to her. “May I have a moment, please?”
“You’re a free man, Senator.”
“Thank you, Detective Sweeney. For everything.”
She watched his shoulders sag a bit as he stepped toward the group of neighbors.

Grant needed a familiar face, and he found it in Art Wallace. He extended his hand as Art walked toward him, leaving the other neighbors behind as he crossed the cordon.
“I’m terribly sorry for your loss,” Art said.
“Thanks, Art. The jackals don’t make it any easier, but I guess I have to deal with them.”
Art nodded, then angled his head toward the detective. “Do they know anything?”
“Not a lot. It looks like a burglary.” Grant closed his eyes for a moment. “Jeez, Art. She probably died for some files that anyone could have had for the asking.”
Art shook his head slowly. “I don’t know what to say, Grant. If there’s anything I can do, anything at all…”
“Actually, I came over to ask, are your daughters home with you?”
Art nodded. “Yes. My ex is getting married again, so I’ve got them for three months.”
Grant reached out and squeezed his shoulder. “I’m sorry, Art.”
“It was bound to happen.” Art’s wife had left him just over a year ago, and his pain was a palpable thing, even though he never referred to Elizabeth in any other way than as his ex. “So yes, I’ve got the girls for a few months. I can’t tell you how grateful I am for that.”
“I can imagine.”
Art nodded, then smiled. “We should be grateful for our blessings as they come. Now, what can I do to help you out?”
“This is going to be hell for the girls. They need a few days to adapt, but then they’re going to need to get back in school. And I don’t know how long it’ll be before they’ll give me the house back. Or how long it’ll take to…” He couldn’t speak the words. They stuck in his throat.
“They’re welcome to stay with us, Grant. They’ve always been welcome. You know you don’t need to ask.”
“I know, Art. It shouldn’t be for long. I hate to impose.”
Art took his hand firmly. “Grant, we’ve been neighbors for ten years. You’re not imposing. I’d be glad to help, and you know Lucy and Jessie love your daughters like sisters.”
Grant managed a chuckle. “And they fight like sisters.”
“That’s part of the package,” Art said, smiling. “It’s not a problem. Really. That’s what friends do.”
“You’re good people,” Grant said. “Look, I need to get back home. I’ll call you when I think the girls are ready to get back to school.”
“We’ll look forward to it,” Art said. “Take care of your family.”
Grant looked up into a graceful live oak, as if trying to divine the secrets of the universe from its gnarled limbs. “I don’t know if it’s a matter of me taking care of them or them taking care of me.”
Art clapped a hand on his shoulder. “I know, Grant. I know. Get on home to them.”
“Thanks, Art.”
“A friend?” Karen asked when he returned to the car.
“A friend.”
“You seem to make close friends, Senator.”
He studied her eyes for portents of an ulterior motive but saw none. “I do, I guess. In the end, what else is there but those we love and the memories we make with them?”
She nodded, glancing toward Art Wallace as he walked back around a copse of trees toward his house. “That’s a beautiful sentiment, Senator. Do you ever disagree with any of your friends?”
“What are you suggesting?”
Those clear gray eyes of hers returned to him. “I just wondered if you ever had any disagreements with your neighbors. People are human, after all. This neighborhood can’t be Eden before the fall.”
“No, it’s not. Of course we don’t all see eye-to-eye on everything. Fortunately, we’re all too civilized to get nasty about it.”
She nodded. “What kinds of things do you disagree about?”
He gave her a crooked smile. “Politics, mainly. Given my position, I’m a lightning rod for such discussions. But they’re my constituents, too, so I listen. Matt Witherspoon, across the street, cordially dislikes my position on gun control. I have no doubt he votes against me.”
She nodded. “And the guy you just talked to?”
Now a look of faint amusement brightened his gaze, momentarily erasing his grief. “Art? Art and I have been close friends for about ten years now. It doesn’t bother me in the least that he volunteers for Randall Youngblood.”
“Youngblood?”
“The head of the cane growers’ association. He’s lobbying against my environmental bill.”
“And your neighbor volunteers for him?”
“Why not? It’s his constitutional right to oppose legislation.” He cocked his head. “You know, Detective, it’s entirely possible for gentlemen to disagree and still be friends. In fact, I don’t believe Congress has settled legislation at gunpoint once in its entire history.”
Her face revealed nothing. “It’s my job to ask these questions.”
He felt a twinge of embarrassment. “Of course it is. I’m sorry. It’s just that I’ve never had a disagreement with any of my neighbors that’s even reached the level of raised voices.”
She nodded, still expressionless.
“Thank you for your help, Detective.”
“It’s my job, Senator. I’ll keep you posted.”
He drove away, headed back to grief, but for the moment feeling only shame at his overreaction to Detective Sweeney’s questions. He usually displayed more self-control than that.
But there had been enough ugliness in the last twenty-four hours, and he was damned if he was going to start suspecting everyone he knew.
At least not until he had evidence.

6
After the senator disappeared down the street, Karen decided it might be a good time to try to interview the neighbors again. This morning, by the time she’d sent some uniforms around to ask questions, everybody appeared to have gone off to work. Or maybe they weren’t answering their doors. But now it was late afternoon, and surely some of them would be home.
Unfortunately, most still weren’t. She worked her way up and down the street, and managed to talk to only two women, both of whom denied having seen or heard a thing. That left the senator’s next-door friend, the guy who said he’d heard a car. He’d been gone, too, when they’d gotten around to trying to question him.
But he was home now, and he invited her inside pleasantly. He even offered her a cup of coffee. Ordinarily she would have declined, but she decided instead to accept, wanting to make this interview as comfortable and friendly as possible in the hope that this friend of the senator’s would relax enough to grow chatty.
As he gave her a mug of coffee and sat facing her across the coffee table between two sofas, he said, “I suppose you want to know if I know anything more about that car I heard last night.”
“That’s one of the things, yes. Delicious coffee.”
He beamed. “I can’t take credit for that. It’s a Starbucks blend.”
Of course. Starbucks. In this neighborhood she was rather surprised it wasn’t something even more exotic. “Well, you brewed it perfectly,” she said, and smiled.
“Thank you.” He managed a look of embarrassed pleasure to perfection. She found herself wondering if it was real or practiced. Then she chided herself for being unnecessarily suspicious.
“But about the car,” he said. “I’m not sure it had anything to do with what happened to Abby.” His lips trembled a bit at the outer corners, and he paused a moment, clearly gathering himself. “I mean, how would I know?”
“Of course you don’t know,” she said reassuringly. “But I have to follow every possible lead.”
“Of course.” He nodded and put his own coffee mug on a coaster on the highly polished table. “Well, I don’t really know anything except what I told you. I think it was about one o’clock. I seem to remember glancing at the digital clock on the headboard. Anyway, I can’t be certain of the exact time.”
She nodded and pulled a pad from her jacket pocket, making notes. “You said it had a loud muffler.”
“Yes. One of those things some people seem to like. But it did have a muffler. I’ve heard cars without one. There’s no mistaking that sound.”
“No, there isn’t.” She nodded pleasantly. “Did it start or stop?”
He cocked his head, thinking. “No, I don’t think so. Or at least I didn’t hear it. What woke me up was the gunning of the engine.” He nodded to himself. “Yes, that’s what it was. The car’s engine gunned at least a couple of times. Then it drove away down toward Mulberry.”
Karen scribbled a few more notes, then glanced at the toys in one corner of the room, a dollhouse with dozens of pieces of furniture. “Did your wife hear it, too?”
He seemed to jerk, an almost spastic movement. His face grew as rigid as a mask. “My ex-wife,” he said shortly, “is taking a world cruise with her new husband.”
“I’m sorry. I assumed, because of the toys…”
He glanced toward the corner, then nodded stiffly. “It’s all right. It’s a natural assumption. My daughters are staying with me until their mother returns.”
She nodded, making another note, although it didn’t seem relevant. “I understand you disagree with Senator Lawrence over S.R. 52.”
He looked a little startled, then laughed. “Oh, yes. I suppose Grant told you that. We’ve disagreed about quite a few things politically over the years. But people can disagree about politics without becoming enemies.”
“That’s what Senator Lawrence indicated.”
Art Wallace nodded. “In fact, I’m volunteering for Randall Youngblood right now. You know, the group lobbying against the bill? Grant knows that.”
Again she nodded. “Why are you opposed to the bill?”
“Because I think it will devastate farmers. It’s just that simple.”
Karen slipped her coffee, smiled at him again. “Since you know Senator Lawrence so well, I was wondering if you know his enemies.”
His eyes widened a shade, and he chuckled. “He’s a politician, Detective. He probably has hundreds of enemies.”
“Of course.” She smiled deprecatingly. “I just wondered if you know of any who might go this far.”
“To kill that wonderful old woman? No way. Politics can get dirty, Detective, but not to that extent. I can’t imagine that anyone I know would do such a thing under any circumstances.”
Just then twin girls of about seven bounced into the room, trailed by a middle-aged woman in gray.
“Daddy, Daddy!” they bubbled over. “Nanny took us to the zoo. And we saw lions!”
Karen waited while Art Wallace hugged his daughters to him as if he never wanted to let go. They beamed and chattered, utterly oblivious of her presence.
Finally, quietly, she excused herself, not wanting to interrupt the happy scene. And not at all sure she needed to ask Art Wallace another single thing.
She had something else to do, anyway. Something equally important, at least to her.

Karen drove back to the alley where the unidentified woman had been found. As expected, Dave Previn was nowhere to be seen. Not that there was much he might have learned by staring at this alley.
Still, it seemed wrong that the trail of the woman’s death would be left to grow stale, so she paced the alley and remembered the horror that had been visited upon the woman whose body had been found here. Found here. She’d all but let that slip out of mind in the flurry over the Lawrence case. This woman’s body had almost certainly been moved. Had she even put that in her report?
Suddenly it felt as if a lead weight were pressing on her heart. She couldn’t remember. She probably had. She remembered making extensive notes of it, here in the alley, and she would have referred to those notes as she made out the report. So of course those observations would be in the report.
Still, that she couldn’t remember including them showed just how far the Lawrence case had driven this one from her mind. From her mind, and she had seen the woman’s body lying broken and torn in an alley, something no other detective would see except in photographs. If she had to press herself to remember what she’d included in her report, what hope did that leave for Dave Previn giving this case the attention it deserved?
Karen let out a breath and shook her head at her own feelings. Raised in an Irish family, she sometimes missed the days when she had been a practicing Catholic. Back then, she would have gone to a priest, dumped her load of guilt in the confessional and received absolution. She would have had no reason to go on kicking herself. Mea culpa mea maxima culpa. Teo absolvo. Get on with life.
Alternatively, she missed her early days in the department, when she would have lit a cigarette, affected the diffident shrug of someone who is too ignorant to realize how little she knows and figured it would all come out in the wash. Life sucks, and you deal with it.
Instead, she’d quit going to church, and she’d quit smoking, and she’d come to believe that cynicism was simply the ugly twin sister of idealism, both born of ignorance. Which left her with no psychic defense against her feelings of inadequacy and sorrow as she stood in that alley and remembered the horrible images she’d seen.
“I’m sorry,” she said to the chalk outline on the pavement. “I’ll try to do better.”
It wasn’t confessional, but it was what she had left.

She returned to the office to find Previn pouring the dregs from the office coffeemaker into a mug that read I’d rather be thinking. The mug had been given to him when he’d left the fraud squad and moved up to homicide. It was a cop joke. Previn was always thinking. Thinking about his wife. Thinking about his kids. Thinking about some article he’d read that week in Science Weekly. Thinking about the fact that he thought too much. The book on him was that he had no instincts and tried to make up for it by spinning his mental wheels until he dug his way through to the bottom of a case. The approach worked, but the people around him had to dodge a lot of flying mud.
“Where are you on the woman in the alley?” she asked without preamble.
He smiled. “If it isn’t the TV star. They just ran a teaser for the evening news.”
Karen would rather they had lost the videotapes, but that was too much to hope for. Lawrence was front page, film at six and eleven news. Which meant that, for a while, at least, she was, too.
“How lovely. So where are you on the woman in the alley?” she repeated.
“I reviewed your files and notes this morning,” he said, plunking his mug on his desk. “I put a call in to the M.E., but they’re ass deep in everything else. Said they hoped to get to the autopsy this evening. The crime scene techs will call back later or tomorrow, they said. Missing persons has no one recent who matches the general description, so we’re dead in the water on an ID. I walked the scene this morning, knocked on doors. Zero, zip, zilch, nada.”
“Keep pushing it,” she said. “I don’t want her to slip through the cracks.”
“There’s not a lot to push until I hear back from the M.E. or the lab, or we get an ID. I don’t want her to slip through the cracks, either, Karen. But right now I’ve got nothing to push against.”
She nodded and picked up the phone, stabbing numbers by rote memory. “Yes, this is Detective Karen Sweeney. You have a Jane Doe of mine. Any idea when you’ll get to her? She’s in now? Thanks. We’ll be right over.”
Previn looked stung, resentment smoldering in his dark eyes. “They’d have called me when they were done.”
“Maybe, maybe not. They’re busy, like you said. And we’re not going to wait for them to finish. We’re going to be there as it happens.”
“I’ve never…”
“Then get used to it,” she said, grabbing her jacket and purse. “Welcome to homicide.”

Previn was a weasely looking young man of about thirty, with a long, narrow nose and thinning hair. His normally ruddy skin went utterly pale the instant they stepped into the autopsy room.
The smell, of course. Even now, Karen wasn’t completely used to it, but at least she expected it. Previn didn’t. White, he turned away immediately from the sight of a corpse opened from collarbone to pubic bone with a Y incision, but that wouldn’t get rid of the smell.
Nothing got rid of the smell. There was something about a dead body, even a relatively fresh one that had recently been in the cooler, that smelled just plain awful when you opened it up. Fishing around in her purse, she found a small jar of Vicks VapoRub. She’d carried it for years but hadn’t used it in a long time.
“Here,” she said to Previn. “Rub some of this right under your nose.” He might even manage to do it, if he didn’t lose his lunch first.
His hand was shaking as he accepted the small jar. A second later he bolted. Karen shrugged and stepped nearer to the table.
It wasn’t that she was hardened to it; she was just accustomed to it—very different things. It was never pleasant—it would never be pleasant—but she no longer had to fight to maintain control in here.
“What have you got so far?” she asked the M.E., Dr. Caleb Carter, when he’d finished dictating something into the microphone that hung from the ceiling on an adjustable arm. Right now it was close to his mouth.
“Female Caucasian, approximately twenty-eight years of age…”
Karen had already pretty much figured that much out, but she let him run through the stats: height, weight, general health.
“Diseased right ovary,” he continued, “and evidence of at least one not-too-good abortion. I’d say that was a long time ago, though.”
“Okay.” She had her notebook out, ready to write down anything that seemed particularly relevant, things she wouldn’t want to forget before the report was issued.
“Proximate cause of death appears to be strangulation from a nylon stocking wrapped around her throat. There are four separate bite marks. From their locations and depth, I’d hazard a guess that there was a lot of rage involved in this act.”
That was worthy of note. “Not ritualistic?”
“Well, there’s always that possibility,” he said, looking across the table at her. “I’m not a profiler. But…my guess is this was an act of rage, an instant response to some kind of provocation.”
“Was she raped?”
“From my external examination, I’d say no. The swabs might say differently.”
“Anything else?”
“Oh yes. She’s got plenty of skin under her fingernails. She must have put up a fight before he got her hands bound behind her back. My guess is that someone is running around with some pretty deep scratches, probably on his arms.”
“So look for a man in an overcoat, huh?”
Carter chuckled. “Or at least long sleeves.”
Outside, Karen found Previn standing in the hallway, watching from behind the safety of the window.
He flushed when he saw her. “Sorry.”
“It’s okay, Previn. The first one is always hard. Just give me back my Vicks in case I need it.”
Sheepishly, he passed her the small jar. “It didn’t sound like he had much.”
“Actually, he gave me a great deal.”

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